CUTE n PERASAN

White Chicks all sudden?

2011-04-30T11:16:00.003+08:00

"You know how it is when you really care about someone.

You call them all day long because you just wanna know how their day is going... and what they're thinking about and if they're thinking about you.

You spend all day trying to find the perfect outfit.

You even change your hairstyle just so he'll take a second look.

But they never notice.

Sometimes l just wish that they could trade places with us...

so that they would know how it feels."

- White Chicks.

Am I really too devoted in love? too much attached just to one person? too loyal? too caring? trying much to impress the loved ones.? Is that a mistakes?

Question in my mind. Answers is not even in my hand.

What is this?

-i always love you-

What to say?

2011-04-30T05:16:00.003+08:00

Hii there. Salam.

I feel like blogging at this point. Talking crap or gibberish.

I don't mind.

As long as I'm blogging.

Hey, Guess what? My Assignment is still UNDONE!!!

I don't really have the confidence in it. Well this one module. Seriously, I am not a good in Art, as in Drawing or designers thing. I can do the paperwork and calculation. But hey, there is the challenge. How about doing it then??? But still, I really tried putting all effort, but still not confident with the outcomes. If you look into my design, rubbish! I say so~ Aye!

Well to be honest, Designing building in UK doesn't not really matters if you design it amazingly like you see in Brunei (e.g Kg Rimba). Awesome big house and awesome design you can adapt. Here, old same building.. Seriously all building is the same!!

Ahhh Crap! What am I talking about????

Now, recently I am having things ups and downs.

Oh yeah, did I told you I just got back from AMSTERDAM few days ago. Well, the trip was, Not a girl trip. except. for going there by cruising. THAT IS THE AWESOME THING!! CRUISING~~~ <3 but Amsterdam, nothing is beautiful. Seriously, that is so GUYS TRIP!

Im planning going to ICELAND instead. =) not PARIS.

I feel I hate PARIS nowdays. I am so not interested at all.

One, there is a chance where you being mugged, robbed and pick pockets everywhere.

Two, It is just Eiffel Tower. You can go for Day trip to Paris (if you are in UK). you may think it is the Romantic Place? However, the area was not really romantic. let's go to VENICE instead!

Much awesome. If last year flight wasn't delayed, I'll be in Italy in the first place sudah. pfftt..

Three, the rating given by other Bruneian's was like below 5 out of 10. Unless, you wanna go to Disneyland! Now~~that is the FUN THING!!!

ICELAND. one of my friend told me how awesome Iceland was.. I surprised. and I feel wanted to go there. How about this summer??? hmmmm.. I feel not going back to Brunei I guess.

Do someone really missed me? Does my family remembered me here busy doing my work?? I hope so.

I'm quite surprised actually that I am too much independent I guess. Like, no one notice that I am not around. When I'm sick, no one calls me. When I told them, no words that could make me feel better. for example.. "kalau damam, makan ubat, bawa rehat" that's it. and after I've been better or still continue sick. What I realised, no one asked me... "sehat kau sudah?"

I wonder, where am I? Am I alone? or....I am not that important to ask??

I know deep inside, someone pray for me to get better. But, how to show the love towards me? How can I connect and know that Im being loved?

I feel jealous when my friends get the loving treatment and aura. And mine?? I have to get it from my friends. Sedih ahhh? Nahh,Jangan tah bersimpati to me..

The story goes on and on and on and on.

I'm thinking... What's the point of blogging, when no one does not read mine!

HAHAHAHAHA XD

except, the SPAM on my Chatbox. Aha!

Well, I think, that's better. Cause, I say what I want to Say.

I do What I want to do. =)

This is Mine. My Blog. not Yours!

until Next to Some which is Other Time!

WXYZaiLa

-So pissed until my assignments is teruk-

When things doesn't work well.

2011-04-27T07:43:00.004+08:00

NOTHING!

There are lots of things to improve, to learn, and to implement in our daily lives.

Done. Plan. Random.

2011-04-10T05:15:00.003+08:00

Salam Brunei Event is over. except for post-Salam Brunei BBQ.

Gonna miss this event like previous year. Different people (or same), different events agenda, different way of organising things. Ups and Downs. Bad or Good Mood. Still, I'm gonna remember Salam Brunei.

Seri Brunei, Salam Brunei. Both I participated in. and great hectic job being done. =) Love it. I just doing those moments. Hahaha XD.

well, another reason is that, this probably my last year in Cardiff. I'm not really sure that I will continuing here in Cardiff. I love this place. When it is sunny, it shines. When it is raining, it glooms. When it is windy, I stayed at home. Hahaha XD

Anyways, Salam Brunei event gives memories to me. =) love. love. love.

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But then, I have only tomorrow. only tomorrow, I mean Sunday. I am free. and I decided to stay at home! And be the ular lampoh beulit. Hahahah XD I like itu...

But starting next week. Oh my~~ I MUST DO MY ASSIGNMENTS!! LIKE SERIOUSLY DOING IT!!!! NO SLACKING. NO GIVING UP. I only have a week to finished up everything. Or else, My Holiday trip is not really fun at all.. AT ALL~~~ pfffttt.

Holiday trip?? AMSTERDAM CALLING~~~~~~~~~ Woot Woot.

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I miss H.i.M.

and I is the Taisliur Kek batik.

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Hey what is this? why my previous post fonts were all grey??? Ini bosan. Dull rasaku blog ku ani.. haiyaaa....

-Love acoustic music, and I my hair look pretty-wow-wow. Hehehehe-

BDSSW ANNUAL CULTURAL GATHERING CELEBRATION

2011-04-04T12:09:00.001+08:00

BDSSW PRESENTS.... SALAM BRUNEI.

I don't wanna say much. If there are my loyal readers who are in UK, currently. Come to cardiff and watch our Salam Brunei Performance.

Only 7 pounds. Very cheap. i told ya... VERY CHEAPPP. this even include buffet.

We have a week left...waittt... 5 days? I think. really worth it to come. but try to stay a lil bit longer. so we can hangout and know cardiff more.

I'm busy doing things. props. rehearsal. oh yes! I haven't touch on my Assignmentsss.... I've got time. just the time to sleep. hehehehehhee. =)

If you wanna know what I really do on the day. Just come. and watch me like a ninja.... Haiiiyaa!! Ok. cut that out. I should stop.

CROESO I CAERDYDD!!! means Welcome to Cardiff!!!

xoxo

Gossip Girl. NOT!

P/S: sometimes, when people puts fire on me. I would say.. BURN YOU BACK!!!!! (jgn di pikirkan)

Somehow, Someone, Something.

2011-02-28T08:37:00.003+08:00

Somehow,

Miles away,

when you needed someone, you hope someone will be there for you.

but somehow, things doesn't turn out well.

Somehow,

You realised that,

it has been lack of information you know from someone.

Who nowdays less updating their own life.

Always getting to the situation where someone right and you wrong.

and somehow you don't want to argue just to correct it.

You just let it go.

Somehow,

You feel outsiders,

Someone not telling you somethings about their feelings, and you being positive,

that someone will tell you one day

and you just keep hoping it.

Somehow,

There are few questions,

Feeling want to ask something to someone but you just don't want to.

Just because you try to keep somethings safe.

and you still doing it till now.

just not to break somethings up.

-What am I doing here????-

sad.tears.changes.

2011-02-07T05:22:00.003+08:00

Salam all.

and again. It has been a while I'm not blogging. =)

and now I feel like one. I feel typing right now.

2011.

loads of things changes. even me myself feel the changes in me.

one of my friend said this to me "how you doing? i can see that you had lost your sane-ness in you. wassup?" when my friend said that to me. I'm starting to realised that it's true. I rarely mingle with whole bunch of people unless invited, but most of the time I don't. I prefer hanging out with someone I feel comfortable. and now it makes that only... like only 2 people I went for mingle. If that person not going, hell yeah I am not going! Totally!!

FYI. i did not mingle with guys. I know that I am much more comfortable with guys. But some things change, so i prefer get along with my old guy friends way back in Brunei. They all are much more understanding and knowing me better.

and some say I am not friendly at all. I try myself to be not friendly to people. Hahaha xD

Now I miss my whole bunch of JRs. Really miss them much. Jokes, tears, gossip-much!

Today. I feel want to cry. I feel sad. I feel down. I feel the cloudy emotion with rain falls without the thunder and the storm.

There's only so many songs
That I can sing to pass the time
And I'm running out of things to do
To get you off my mind
Ooohh,no

All i have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face every day

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me
I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me
It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me

Now the minutes feel like hours
And the hours feel like days
While I'm away
You know right now I can't be home
But I'm coming home soon,coming home soon

All i have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face again

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me
I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far

Can you hear me crying?
Can you hear me crying?
Can you hear me crying?

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me
I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me
It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me

There's only so many songs
That I can sing to pass the tïme..

-sigh. I miss you. -

Bored. Type. List.

2010-12-12T07:58:00.002+08:00

Salam all. =)

I am not sure what am I up to today, but certainly, I feel I need to type something to let out my expression.

I am not sure or aware that there is still someone reading this blog. That, I cannot assure. Well, if there is a loyal reader, they just gonna read. aren't they?

Well, I have not blogging since I am not sure when. But my last post was recently about a song from Taylor Swift. Not a fan, but like the lyrics. It just somehow truth and not in the lyrics, love life truth? Yadaa Yadaa Yadaa...

Today is 12:04am Sunday 12/12/2010. I am in my room, transferring all the movies in my laptop hard disk to my external hard disk. Counting hours for me dearest sister to arrived safely in London and Cardiff. Making a list of latest movies I am gonna watch soon *i have this Unlimited Card, so yeah, It makes me a 'Kaki Wayang' , say NO to Pirated movies.*

Speaking of latest movies.

I watched The Chronicles of Narnia:The Voyage of the Dawn Treader and The Tourist.

Both, i recommended.

but a must see movie is The Tourist.

Maybe because the awesome actor and actress are Johnny Deep and Angelina Jolie! My Favourites Movie Star!!!!

Oh well, here the sneak peek. the movies is a bit twisted, romantic, spontaneous, and awesome movies being set up!

not really a sneak peek right? watch it for yourself. =)

haha. guess what. my birthday is near. and now I am listing the list I wish for my birthday.

I am not really picky. but I do hope I get what I really want. If someone really knows me. They will get something I really like. If it is match, definitely that person will get in return for their birthday by me. =)

Ok, stop typing. and go on listing! Hahaha Xp

-i always count the days. but not my birthday-

BACK TO DECEMBER - Taylor Swift

2010-12-11T05:55:00.004+08:00

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

All the time

-i really do miss you.-

CARDIFF 2010/2011

2010-10-17T06:04:00.003+08:00

Salam.

Hey! Im back to cardiff!!!!! =)

well.. next week Im gonna be a month here.

Yes I know, No update since I'm here.

oh well.. doesn't matter if u have my Facebook account!!!! =)

I don't know what to say now. except...I'm bored.

but the thing is...

I MISS MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS in Brunei.

totally different here in UK.

Some people are expecting.. it will be a GREAT FUN studying in other country.. FREEDOM!!

But guess what?

FOR ME it is NOT FUN AT ALL. You have to worried about yourself, your assignments, your budget, your health, your activity, your time.. and your surrounding... *cause people tend to be busybody about yourself even you trying to avoid it.*

For the First here arrived here.. i was so excited. i feel like on vacation. like off to Thailand, Singapore, KL... but after nearly a Year here... Loads of things happen around... Loads.... I meant it!

When you had felt those nearly a year moments in UK, the second time going back here again it was damn... i mean DAMN HARD! You wish how you can freeze the time you are in Brunei. You wish that you had a clone of you to takeover your study in UK. You wanna know why you had that feel? Because you were surrounded by the people who loves you and understand you more and doesn't even bother the little things you do.. cause they know you well... And you don't have to feel stiff and awkward around them. Then.. u get you GREAT FUN!!!! Simple as that.

Ok.. that is just my opinion. well.. my thoughts actually!!! HAHAHAH Xp I love Brunei than I love here. Hahahahah XD

My aim this year... is DON'T BOTHER ABOUT ANYONE.

NOTHING TO BUSY ABOUT.

NO GOSSIP ABOUT THEM! *heyy!! I know girl tend to be gossiping!!!*

LESS SARCASM!!!

Talking about Gossip. When I realized nowadays, hahaha XD GOSSIP WITH SOMEONE YOU TRUST TO. not GOSSIP WITH EVERYONE!!! I mean SERIOUSLY!!! Oh well.. gossip is ain't good.

Nearly a Year here, I nearly know their habit, and I'm avoiding it.

Ok Ok...Now. I'm trying to less my sarcasm here... I KNOW RIGHT!!!!!!

I should stop it! It is really bad.

"She is not a bitch.. she is a leech..." -Some guy friend told me this!

By ALL!!! =)

SUMMER?? ANGAAATTTT HANNTTAAAPPP!!!

2010-05-24T03:15:00.004+08:00

Salam,

Hahaha Xp. makin kan exam ani makin menjadi jadi wah blogging ku ani~ Ini macam, ada maju Business!!

SUMMER?? H-O-T!!!! I know it is like Brunei, but panas nya lain waaaa~~~ at least, back then in Brunei, kalau panas pasang saja aircond. Mun di sini, I tell u what, my room mana ada kipas or aircond!!

yesterday I walked to my friends house, its actually do take 15mins going kesana. and that 15mins is not batah. and because of the sunny day, it was like menghaga urang jemputan kawin time panas panas, parking jauh and lupa bawa payung! aaaaa. that kinds of feeling di sini. bukan inda mengusut tu~ kusssuttt ihhh~~~

I JUST CAN'T WAIT BALIK BRUNEI!!! BATAH JUNE ANI~ BATAAAAHHH!!!

I have one more paper to go this 27th, and one more assignments to be due this 30th. and baru tah freedom.

Actually, i can finish my assignments by tonight bah. ganya luan lalai. mendulur malas tia ganya. antaaammm~~

what happening in Cardiff? Let see. I just watch Prince of Persia! AWESOME!!! =) and i think that will be my last movie watching here kali sebelum balik Brunei. Cause i need to close my unlimited card. haiiyaaa. wishing one in Brunei. payah ni cemani ani mun karak wayang. payah ni payah~ Hahahahah Xp

Ok.. the real thing happening in Cardiff is.... EVERYONE COMPLAINING ABOUT SUMMER!!.

hanggatt nyamuu.. hangaatttt... inda becali hangatnya. i just wish wearing singlet bejalan bejalan tapi inda buleh! cause Im not urang putih! *rasaaaaaaaaaa*

Oh yeah, One more thing.

I dunnoe if it is a bad news or a good news. but i think I keep that to myself.

Still thinking, still wondering..still i-have-no-idea. =)

to end this....

"Oi! Fishface! Lose something?"

'Me? I'm dishonest, and a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest. Honestly. It's the honest ones you want to watch out for, because you can never predict when they're going to do something incredibly... stupid. " -Captain Jack Sparrow.

17 Hours to my Exam!!

2010-05-20T08:15:00.002+08:00

Salam,

pfft. hey! im blogging right now.

its 1:15am now, Cardiff time. well. baru jua kul 9:04pm tadi Waktu maghrib. and my eyes is still ada energy stay awake!

oh yes! im having my Exam tomorrow, i mean later~ hahaha tapi kul 6:30pm. jgn inda galat yaw! got time meh~ hahaha

i am supposed to study right now. tapi entah, these days ive been so lazy and beparam dalam bilik, waiting for the sunshine to come out. hahaha ada sunshine, but still beparam dalam bilik.

oh well, what can I do?? With less money to spend, cukup2 makan saja. and survive the 18 hours of fasting. *yatah beparam dalam bilik tu* and exam mcm mbari malas.

and Im bored. saja wah, random!

Oh, i heard about that Iceland volcano mengeluarkan ashes again! what's the name of that volcano? Eyajafjallajokull volcano?? *copy paste - not gonna spell, pronounce lagi payah payahan~*

DAMN! Selagi inda ya melatop, selagi atu ashes nya keluar, and selagi atu flight heathrow being distrupted!! Hopefully, not at the time when all Bruneians stranded in UK, Stranded di Brunei inda apa apa. Stranded di UK, payah!!! hahahha Xp

I want HOLIDAYS!!! well.. is 2 Days of lectures kira mcm Holidays jua tu kan? NOT~~

aahhh.. what should I do? What should I do???

about Cardiff?? Nah~ to much controversy happen *not really* but at least got one story each month. Don't u think???

and and, I would like to Congratulate the BDSSW Comitee 2010/11 *if they are reading this!*

President : Isa Sukarni

Vice President: Ayu marzuki

Secretary: Bazilah Sparkles

Religious Officer: Fairuz Zabadi Shahrum

Public Relation Officer: Adibah Shahrani

Finance Officer: Zaila Hassan *woohhoo~ kerja senangg*

I.T Officer: Hjh Titiy

and the Vices will be the freshers!!

and btw, I deactivate my facebook for real! I don't know, might open up new account perhaps, just for temporary kali, entah!

cause seriously, facebook!!! been messing my big time!! Aha!!! so stop facebook-ing might do new ones for sake contact-ing. but I'll consider that! Wee~

bah i think im in the mood of...... not study~ tapi mencheck blog sorang sorang! lama dah tak buat macam tu~ aha!

*sadang2 zaila... later exam!*

-"Do us a favor... I know it's difficult for you... but please, stay here, and try not to do anything... stupid." - Captain jack Sparrow -

ASSIGNMENTS.

2010-05-03T08:14:00.003+08:00

It has been a while I'm not updating my blog. Since the Seri brunei Events in Cardiff.

As the result of Seri Brunei. A FULLY SUCCESS EVENT!! yang penting rugi sapa inda datang =) hahahahahahha XD

as a result of Seri Brunei, the bonding in between urang urang Brunei in Cardiff getting stronger. yang tani inda biasa pun sudah jadi biasa. F-A-M-I-L-Y!!!

EASTER is quite a busy HOLIDAYS for me. Assignments inda lagi teingau.

MOM's here.. FOOD being COOKED! MONEY extra Ka-Ching! HAHAH Xp

and been visiting the whole *not exactly* but yet, ada jua visit most important visiting place in cardiff.. that is. ST.FAGAN! hahaha U feel Much more fairy tale di sana. AWESOME!!!

been to Manchester, again! pasal my mom mau visit my cousin, Warah.

been to Southampton! Visit my cousin's nephew, Abg Duan.

been to Bristol! Visit Zoo!! And UNEXPECTEDLY I SAW A GORILLA KILL BABY DUCK LIVE INFRONT OF MY EYES! KEJAM! and and. makan KFC HALAL *jadi tah*

been to Brigend,Wales! SHOPPING SPREE!!!

and now.. I am PRESSURE FROM ASSIGNMENTS! due are in 2 days lagi. and aku blurrr!!!

BAH BAH ADANG TAH ZAILA. BUAT ASSIGNMENTS!

IHH SANAK KU ARCHICAD ANI!!

IF ONLY I COULD HIRE ANYONE TO DO IT! MAKE SURE AKU DAPAT CREDIT LIH NYA!

PFFTT!!

owh btw, I cannot log in to my facebook sekarang. sal password nya kena change. So yeah! Concentrate assignments... sal I think my life all over Facebook sudah. Hehehhe =)

Assalamualaikum~ =)

BDSSW NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION

2010-02-19T17:58:00.002+08:00

Brunei Darussalam Student Society Wales (BDSSW) in collaboration with the Brunei Students' Union (BSU) would like to invite you to ourSERI BRUNEI event which is our 26th annual National Day celebration in the United Kingdom. The event which will take place on the 13th March 2010 is open for all. Come and join us to celebrate our beloved kingdom Brunei Darussalam in an event not to be missed.

For more information: click here.

I myself, wishing everyone warganegara dan kerakyatan Brunei, selamat menyambut hari Kebangsaan Negara Brunei Darussalam ke 26, which is fall on 23rd February 2010.

So here in UK, we are given chances inviting people to celebrate national day which organized by the BDSSW and in collaboration with BSU.

So I hope to meet anyone who are interested to come to our National Day Celebration. It will be a huge surprise! *wink*

we hope u guys join us! *lagi ramai lagi meriah* and other than that. u guys buleh lawat lawat Cardiff~~ Wohhoo!!!

out! aku lapar!!

"i knoww right.. inda berupdate... HAHAHA Xp"

-miss you all!! my readers.-

New year 2010

2010-01-01T10:12:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year everyone.

hope this year we have blessing from Allah s.w.t.
Amin!

I know it has been a while.. I mean seriously 3 months??? Im not updating my blog. It like dead blog.. blaaahh..

Anyways.. 3 months sudah I'm here. Loads of things change here...
I'm getting used to sini punya culture..
I'm getting use of walking from home to the city.. macam.. dari ujung Q-lap to ujung Gadong.. That's possible.
I'm getting use for Welsh language which is weird for me to hear it at first. :)
I'm getting use to the WEATHER!! Damn! I hate the weather here.. TOO COLD!! and I dislike SNOWING~ seeerrriioooussssslllyyyy~~~ inda ku tahan....

and I know I haven't gone far, but so far I've been is to Manchester.. which is berapa hari yang lalu... and I have been to London and Swansea.. :)

My next plan is going to Liverpool, Southampton, Brimingham, Newcastle, Loughborough *spelling?*, Nottingham, Keele, Manchester *again for sake of my cousin*, Essex *adib? kali lah ah* and.. I have no idea kan ke mana lagi... hmmm..

I'm plan going to Spain, Paris, Venice and Rome. but I'm not quite sure if sampai ke inda ni ke sana... hmmmm......

Oh yes.. Have you guys watched SHERLOCK HOLMES?? Aku suka lah cerita atu (Y). and I've been to BAKER STREET! Hahaha Xp Sudah! Jobless aku ah..

Alright.. Stop here.. ain't go anywhere ni jua...

Till the next blog update.

LOVE YOU ALL..

SALAM..

-may this new year will have new chapter of our life together-

a little update from UK

2009-10-25T08:00:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone!! =)

it's been a while im not updating my blog right?? ermm.. nearly 2 months? i think~~ hmmm...

here I am in United Kingdom.. to be specific.. in Cardiff, Wales.

tonight..my boredom strikes... I finished my assignment..and behantar segala macam sudah.. but new assignment baru kena bagi this week.. and I am so LAZY kan membuat... Im starting tomorrow lah membuat... *yeah right*

ok... my life here... errmm.. one thing I couldn't stand at all.. is the DAMN WEATHER... HAHAHAHHAHA XP

yeahh.. its AUTUMN right now... and I just couldn't stand of cold..

What do you expect? back then in brunei.. tidur with the kipas yang Speed 2 or 3... out of 5 lahh..

and I never...*not really* but most of the time.. inda tidur be air-cond *kira enviromental friendly.. hahaha Xp* and tau tau.. sini sajuk nya... *geleng geleng* ish ish ish... inda ku tahan yawwww.... even masa tdur I do wear jacket. mcm apaaa... hahahaha

The seniors here....or should i call Cardiff's bruneian Seniors here are nice.. warm welcoming.. I don't really know some of them.. so no judge.. hahahaha Xp

and the University Im attending... University of Wales Institution Cardiff (UWIC) is quite....a very... cana ahh.. how to put this in word... SIUK LAH.. hahahah Xp.. aku bukan sal apa... I love my course... cause banyak cowok Kacak and ganteng serta idungnya banyak mancung.. HAHAHHA Xp ih ih.. kami BOB THE BUILDER kali ahhh.. ahhahahaha..

It takes like 10 minutes pakai bus ke Uni.. but but.. I rather jalan kaki.. which takes like at least not more that 45 minutes belenggang, seiring sejalan... from my house..

and masa musim sajuk ani.. entah apa nak jadi ni... hopefully ku mampu bertahan.. cheewwahhhh....

going to the city.. it takes 30 minutes walking from my house... hahahah Xp ampiiirrrr~~ *rolling eyes*

i only pakai bus ke city.. WHEN... i said WHEN... SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!

that is the dangerous part of FINANCIAL GUARANTEE.. HAHAHHAHA XP trust meee O_O *basar kan mata*

and masa ani.. aku malar ke city pasal kan lyat wayang.. YEAYY!!!.. i think nearly 2 months here.. I watched like.. 7 movies sudah... :) and I can't wait kan lyat wayang lagi next week.. marathon.

what do u expect.. I pay this card 13.50 pounds a month... and i can watch unlimited movies.. walaupun balik balik... mun ada d brunei cani.. Bahagia ku ih... malar tah ku aga wayang atu.. =) Cool kan??

ok.. atu update sikit saja.....

belum masukkan gambar gambar ku di sini.. nanti saja tah... I feel like.. Im lacking of idea.. sal aku LAPAR!!!!!!!

and and.. now jam sini.. kul 1:14am... ih ih... inda... 12:14am sudahhhh... abis sudah DayLight Savings.. *as what the UK people told me* hahahah XP inda ku paham ih.... =)

So enjoy reading sikit.. jgn tah banyak...

-perut ku bergandang mcm kan baduk saja..-

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2009-09-02T00:22:00.001+08:00

Im NOT BLOGGING AT THE MOMENT!!!!!

EMO STRIKES ME FOR A WEEK

Another weekly update, selamat berpuasa...

2009-08-23T20:18:00.003+08:00

Salam,
8:19pm, actually. I admit that Im not going for terawikh tonight! :)
So in a mean while, sedang menunggu ibunda siap siap, Im watching TV, Discovery Channel about murdered of Cleopatra *who was she??* ytah ku mlyat ni. Sambil blogging :)

Okies, as weekly update.. Im updating things in sort of ways lah. either im Listing it down or typing like Im story telling here :)

MONDAY
I just woke up as ususal day, nothing speacial jua kan di bangun kan awal.
My friend pick me up tgh hari, we wanna watch Movie..that's the plan.
Im thinking of watching the Proposal. unfortunately those shows are exactly tgh hari in all cinema masa tu.
Since my friend pick me up kan almost at 1pm. so we go for 2pm show. which is at Seri Qlap Mall, watching....apa namanya ni ah.. ohhh.. watching Alien in the Attic.
Im starting to wonder, why suddenly cerita this year macam banyak Alien invasion to the earth?? District 9, Earth Stood Still..and bla bla bla bla... *my first alien movie I watched was MEN IN BLACK.. COOL~~*
Last year was like..err..about Virus and Zombies I guess? The happenings, 28 weeks later, REC.. and bla bla bla bla..
This year is alien invasion? Next year? Pasal apa laggii?? Come on Steven Spilberg~please create a masterpiece! *esehh aku ahh*
While waiting kan 2pm..i did my toileteries shop d Guardian sana... loads things jua...not fully.
baru tah we go for the movie..
and the movie.. FUN when u are Bored!! hehe.. siukk lahhh~~~ (Y)
So I have my lunch+dinner in the afternoon after the movies di Aneka Rasa Qlap. Butter milk chicken di sana NYUMMEEYHHH BERABISS!!!! and other food nya pun not bad.
I recommend di sana :)
and later on....actually...hujaann.. so the plan kan ke pantai cancel. cause what's the point of watching sunset and gossiping without a sun?? kan kan kan??
So on the way di highway.. inda tia hujan... confident jua lah kawan ku ani.. so we do watch sunset di Empire since terlimpas jua tungku atu.
Owh yeah. I met my old Friend lagi si Sepul. but but alum ku give my email. alum ku temsg :)
and watch the sunset, vain and vaining..
Owhh yeahh~ what I like kan.. air tuhur.. and on the rocky side, we can see the coral and katam wa.. live atas batu.. COOL ih. I like. :)
and sudah nya malam.. baru ku realise empire look beautiful during night time.
awhh~ I wish aku kena sponsored sana tinggal ahhh~ siuukk ihh... :)
Then after that, balik lah rumah yaw.... ngaleh dah nyamuu~

OOWWWHH YESSSSSSSSS!!! THERE IS STORY BEHIND THIS MONDAY, BEHIND THE EMPIRE, THE SUNSET, THE MOVIE!!!!
hhahaha iski iski iski... *amoiiiiiiiiiii~~~ and aaayuuuuuuuuu~~~ you guys now the story~~~ kirai kirai kiraiiiii berabisss*
UNBELIVABLE!!!!!! O_O

TUESDAY
Penghayatan Islam di seberang Laut starts sudah. di IPA :)
me and Ayu going ke sana :) and yes, we were LATE!!!!!!
aku pick AYU at 7:20am and AYU BEHAPA NAHH?
Its a FUNNY STORY AWAL PAGI!! SOOO FUNNNYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okies okies.. i stop it.. HAHAHHAHAHAHHA Xp
bahhh... arrived di IPA i think at 8 lalu lahh :)
I saw some people I do know going there.. *kirai kirai*
and I didn't expect si lelaki itu... pun ke sana.. *ayu n malai, lakii taniii* hahah XP
Th first day being there wasn't boring at all.. infact..siuk jua ahhhhhh..... (Y)
So during my lunch, Im having lunch at Soto RIndu Giant... and whoaaaa O_o ramai nyeee orang.. and my favourite seats pun been taken. Siiigghh :( But, hayy~ I get to meet Someee Friends.. hahaha *wali band kirai kirai*
So me and ayu later that, head for shopping arh Guardian. :) hahahah mann~ shopping saja nih.
and then back to IPA.. and the afternoon ceramah was FUN, Im not even so kalat mata in the afternoon.
The ceramah is about Solat.
kalau ku membayangi dulu dulu itme ku skulah ah..
Open that buku biru..what's that.. buku Mua'malat kah?? yang isi kandungannya ada solat ani wah.
Okies back to my storyy... masa di skulah, I always tetidur tu yaw.. inda concentrate.. :)
Esp. masa darjah 6 ugama atu.. duduk belakang tah lagi *awhh well bila jua ku duduk dapan.. the teachers selalu pun those yang rendah di dapan..and tinggi di belakang.. biased ihh.. wehee*
after habis the ceramah..i didn't go for minum petang..as I still kenyang...
so heading...not home.. but kadai Guardian di Sengkurung atu.. and SKH jua..
hahaha buleh ku di label Guardian member aku ani..
after that..baru tah home.. basically antar ayu lah.
and as always.. I feel tired.. tidurrrr ih... tidurrrrr...... hahaha...
Then malam nya jalan I lagi SHopping ke Pertama :) lalalalalala~

WEDNESDAY
again going to IPA sal ada kursus atu.
Unfortunately, kami akhir pasal traffic Jam di Highway ah. :(
yeah.. we stuck dari...restaurant Amanah Harith Jerudong.. goes to highway limpas empire.. dakat tungku atu baru tah kami fully lapas bahh..
Even I take other alternative berpusing di JP pun masih panjang ani wahhh... p panjang lagi lah if I didn't take the other alternative atu.. hehehe..
So I arrived late.. nearly 830am.. masa atu ceramah pun ada yang ku limpas. But hayy.. I get to sampai juaa :)
I go lunch d KFC kah yu? awuu KFC kami lunch after solat berjemaah d surau Giant. :)
then I did another shopping di Giant!! Hahahah *mann.. each day we go shopping saja ani wahh*
and then back again ke IPA, and this time we head for sekejap saja...
pasalnya Doctor appointment kul 3pm.
So kluar awal and heading to Klink Sengkurung.
I saw Muadz baru kluar dari klinik doctor..and doctor comment about him something :) *wink*
and me and ayu..*ayu dgni aku* we wait..and wait..and wait... and 430pm baru tah ku dapat jumpa doctor.
at first kena bagi ku doctor laki2.. but then.. he knows himself lah, he cannot touch me :) medical check about me. yang check check dada atu bahh.. pakai that thing.. apa namanya tu? mcm earpiece ahh but the music is our heartbeat... duppdappduppdapp :)
So I have to wait the Doctor bini2, the filipino. the only doctor bini2 sana.. abiskan patient appointment nya...
when the clock is ticking..mcm mcm sudah ulah ku di spital atu..
and masa medical atu... I have to take my urine test again.. on the spot. cause to check pasal leucocytes and protien atu. the doctor says, I have some infection..kidney infection. andshe didn't hairan cause aku ada keturunan penyakit kencing manis. but still Im worried jua ihh..
So the results turns out NIL. nada bahhh....
maybe masa on that day saja kali tu..yg ku ada those things.. and I now feel lega tah jua :) But a bit jaga permakanan.. cautious zaila~ cautious!
later... inda sampat antar Ayu balik, sal mama mau used the car..
So bawa ayu jua lah jalan2 sama mama and sis.
we go to the furniture.. and listen to the radio in the car pasal the pulis bersenapang ahh..
and we traffic starting sengkurung traffic light. lintasi balai pulis sengkurung, and turns out... mcm.... "gerak gerak gerak khassss~ gerak gerak gerak khasss~ gerak gerak gerak khasss~~~ wooo~ bergerak..wahai demi musuh negara~~ melawann~ siapakah musuh durjanaaa~~" Hayy~ menyanyi aku ahh~ but cool ih..ada senapang and baju bulletproof mcm CSI ah.. cool jua tu... baru tha ku sadar brunei ani cool~ :)
and then pasal apa nah melintas sana? pasal kami kan ke Aminah Ariff, mengambuyating! (Y)
wahhh..im gonna miss this. Payah ku kan mbawa ambulung ke Uk ahh.. some cases sudah cakap urg Uk thought atu Drugs ah.. darrnn~
and plan ku kan bawa lauk liking, as regulation sana.. fresh/frozen fish inda dapat d bawa. siggghhh ku ih... so yeah.. Im gonna miss mengambuyat the most :(
then antar Ayu balik :)

THURSDAY
last day ke IPA, last day of Kursus Penghayatan Islam seberang Laut (Fiqh Musafir)
again. akhir jua kami datang atu.. hahaha inda pandai right on time. :)
but I saw like everyone is akhir. I think because ada accident depan YMRM atu kali? but ku inda lalu sana, but the highway seems like semua urg akhir. maybe sal hujan atu jua kali :)
So yeah, I kinda interesting pasal topic Makanan Halal ani. Like it should be panjangkan lagi.
i have a loads of questions, but as what they said "masa telah mencemburui kita". eveyone form other angle..di sini, sana..situ... raise thier hand. berlumba lumba lah.
I have the taughts of about minuman DAD's Roots Beer, and A&W roots beer. I've read bruneian punya book sal Produk Makanan Halal *ada with my sister*. If tani ragu ragu minum, its syub'ah. is it? ingat ingat lupa bah aku ani. Cause I found out like, apa erti sebenar beer ani kan?
So Google dictionary, wikipedia it, and comes out
Dictionary :an alcoholic beverage made by brewing and fermentation from cereals, usually malted barley, and flavored with hops and the like for a slightly bitter taste.
-A fermented alcoholic beverage brewed from malt and flavored with hops.
-A fermented beverage brewed by traditional methods that is then dealcoholized so that the finished product contains no more than 0.5 percent alcohol.
-A carbonated beverage produced by a method in which the fermentation process is either circumvented or altered, resulting in a finished product having an alcohol content of no more than 0.01 percent.
Wikipedia: "Beer is the world's oldest^[1] and most widely consumed^[2] alcoholic beverage and the third most popular drink overall after water and tea.^[3] It is produced by the brewing and fermentation of starches, mainly derived from cereal grains—the most common of which is malted barley, although wheat, maize (corn), and rice are widely used. Most beer is flavoured with hops, which add bitterness and act as a natural preservative, though other flavourings such as herbs or fruit may occasionally be included.

Some of humanity's earliest known writings refer to the production and distribution of beer: the Code of Hammurabi included laws regulating beer and beer parlours,^[4] and "The Hymn to Ninkasi," a prayer to the Mesopotamian goddess of beer, served as both a prayer and as a method of remembering the recipe for beer in a culture with few literate people.^[5]^[6] Today, the brewing industry is a global business, consisting of several dominant multinational companies and many thousands of smaller producers ranging from brewpubs to regional breweries."

Yes.. I know.. I wikipedia it!! because aku confuse.. haha that's when my friend. If kamu realise.. I don't drinks those Root beers. aku awal awal sudah ragu ragu ku. P aku hairan. Why Brunei approved such drinks?
kalau di logickan kan. Brunei haramkan Carlsberg atu arh baju Liverpool cause mempromosi minuman Arak. but Beer?? bukankan satu panggilan untuk Arak?? confuse confuse...
banyak pulang lagi soalan ku.. mun ku type, google it. and everything inda abis ni yaw.

Okies, back to my stories. after the morning session, I cannot make it afternoon session yang Penyampaian Sijil atu cause aku baru tah ada menyain borang perjanjian atu. hehehehe
so Im having my lunch d Mall :) I have no place to go lagi. balik balik ke Giant, muak jua ku bah..
so having lunch with Ayu wanah Nazmi and my friend. :)
then baru tah heading ke MOE. my sis and mama di sana sudahh... :)
after signing agreement. aku sama ayu, jalan jalan.. SHOPPING. damn~ inda abis shopping tani ahh.. ke Huaho Qlap, ke Soon lee batu satu, ke Hua Ho tanjong Bunut. actually ku kan selajurkan ke SKH and Pertama. but then. Jgn ih. Gila sihh. that's I call SHOPPING!
Pastu pengumuman.. "Pengumuman pengumuman~.siapa yang mau bantu tolong aku~~kasihani aku~~" bahh belagu tia udah..
owh yes..Pengumuman, anak bulan di Negara kita tidak nampak.
Now this one is a joke "Mengapa anak bulan di brunei inda pandai nampak2? Pasalnya yang mlyat ani urg berpengalaman(selalunya veteran), dorang ada masalah rabut dekat, so when the look through the terupung. ampir kan(namanya rabut dekat)? ytah tidak nampak tuuuu~~" bahh gurauan tu ahh.. inda caliii~~

FRIDAY
Im having Brunch with Mom and sis. kemana tu ah? Ke...Aqil Syafie d Jerudong ah.. Thai food (Y) and then round round to furniture yang ada d brunei, entah apa my mom liur nya kan lyat furniture.. sometimes taste kita tak sama. hahah Xp
went home.. my sister got headache... and then aku bawa my mom jalan lyat furniture again and bali tmabak gas steamboat atu.
Pasal isuk kan puasa kan, so mama ku mau masak. gnya payah memasak wa d dapur yg sedang renovate ani. so we use tambak damit atu lahh..
and then.. I packed my things.
and aku rasa time flies that soon.
makin ku packed makin ku rasa inda batah lagi..
sigghh.. Ive done packed my clothings attire and toileteris in one bag sudah.
and tinggal this one bag..for FOODS.. yang alum ku bali langsung.
inda apa..save for next week.. shopping lagii~
anndd syhhh~ I did rescue a Cat di Guardian Sengkurung.. I named it Friskies. hahah mama ku marah masa first time ku attempt kan ambil.
but malam atu masa shopping sama kaka.. inda ku sampai hati waaa tinggal kan kuicng itu beseorangan with no food and masih small... so aku kidnapped and bawa pulang ke rumah. :)
the malam pertama sahur......Im having,ikan and sayur labu.
Unfortunately my alaram clock mcm inda lagi mau bebunyi.. hmmm.. what to do~~

SATURDAY
FIRST DAY OF RAMADHAN.
nothing much activity I made. except for bermain sama cats and online.. and watching TV.
Our sungkai just mee rebus Johor..mummy buat.. nyummeeh!!! :) (Y)
I still haven't started my terawikh yet. hehehe. insyaAllah someday I will :)
Late night me and my sister went to Pizza Hut, membali pizza.. inda ku sangka ea tutup akhir ani wah kul 12am.. maybe sempena Puasa ani kali. and promo lah pizza ahh.. Bawa Balik Pizza.. beli Dua dengan harga $18.50 for 2 regular pizza. Owhh yeah~ Cool~ (Y)
that's is my shaur sudah tu (Y) hahaha Xp

SUNDAY
Second Day of Ramadhan.
waktu bangun tdur pun akhir bahh.. nearly 11am.
But unforntunately aying tutup di rumah kami..sal dapur renovate..dorang ngusai paip waaa....
so I have to wait till pukul 1 lalu.. baru dapat mandi wahhh.. siggghhh :(
and today, we did shopping ke Giant. sal mama mau bali groceries ihh.. champur tuk urg betadarus rumah ke rumah. :)
entah lah mama ah.. jauh jauh di haga.. and then. Having this issues di Giant.
They stopped us if tani bawa beg basar inside the store. and then beg besar yang ku bawa bukan alang alang REUSE REDUCE RECYCLE bag..ada wordings wa.
owh yeah, havent tell u guys? Im trying to be save enviroment here. Mun kitani inda mbuat, bila tah lagi. Menunggu some of the Bruneians Mulakan? Yeahh I doubt that. Bruneian people will mulakan only when all stores di Brunei ani tidak lagi menggunakan plastik, but menggunakan recycle bag, and that recycle bag ani will be charge a dollar per bag will be used. F dorang pakai plastik, suruh tia bayar 2 hinggit seplastik. mun cemani, semua urg Brunei Mogok wa, bawa beg sendiri. *bernas idea saya?*
okiess.. back to my story, masa ku bawa Bag atu... ku di tahan wa sal bag besar ah. and then I said, ani groceries bag..recycle bag.
and the security minta permission lagi wa dari boss nya. Cakapnya cani "boss, kalau bawa recycle bag bukan bag Giant buleh kah boss? inda buleh kan?"
and then sudah boss nya balas "ihh buleh ih, recycle bag kan? bahhh buleh tu ihh"
and the security ragu ragu wa kan nyuruh masuk.. sigghh... kan promo recycle bag.. but cemani service.. hmm.. no need a word to say.
So as for today..sungkai was Pastas. (Y) inda tau apa rasanya..hentam je lahh..
and then tadi entah.. why today lebih bnyk activity ku.. and again I belum go for terawikh. mendangani my sister d rumah.. she demam sikit...
and then I went for visiting my angah sakit. and then blanja my sis makan KFC, datang tia liur nya. heheh Xp layan sajaa tia..
and now.. Im still awake.. nunggu kan sahur... hehehhehe :)

hahah.. ngaleh ku menaip ih..
I think my post masa ani panjang hantap.. inda kahh??? macam panjang.. ngalih ku tapis tapis bahhh... wehee~

-end here... selamat berpuasa-

Salam

2009-08-21T23:00:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN =)

Incase kamu forgotten. yang bisainya malam ani, berniat untuk sebulan.
niat sebulan itu adalah applicable only when kamu TER lupa. as in lupa berabis kan niat di malam(niat tiap2 malam). this is to ensure that puasa kamu SAH.
in other terms, niat sebulan ini hanya jaminan jika kamu terlupa sahaja (yang tidak senghaja).
and for girls, yang selalu kana cuti, this niat is valid untill u cuti. after abis cuti, inda lagi valid this niat. you have to make niat tiap tiap malam :)

"nawaitu sauma syahri ramadhana hazihis sanati kulihi lilahi ta'ala. "
Ertinya: Sahaja aku puasa untuk sebulan di bulan ramadhan ini kerana Allah Ta'ala.

and dun forget jua berniat tiap tiap malam bulan ramadhan.

“ Nawaitu sauma ghadin an ada-i fardi syahri ramadhana hazihis sanati lillahi taala. ”
Ertinya :“Sahaja aku berpuasa esok hari menunaikan Fardhu Ramadhan tahun ini kerana Allah Taala”.

Bah. OK?
Selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan Al-mubarak :)

Salam

-puasa, iski ku jua ni~-

TEMBURUNG BBQ

2009-08-18T00:35:00.005+08:00

Some pictures lahh~~
Im bored...

even ada... JAKUZI~ HAHAH Xp.. okiess.. a small pond kami made oureself.. SIUKK~~

HAHAH FUN kan?
Next time... err..possible next year...
You guys shall ikut aku.... :)

Is this I call.... WEEKLY MENU?

2009-08-17T11:08:00.004+08:00

okiesss.. Im getting Fat and Fat and Fat more and more...
but yeah.. ALhamdullilah Rezeki tu yaw, mun sudah makanan di saji atu bilang hari banyak.. melimpah jua rezeki atu. :) Why waste??

Another Weekly Update. Sorry inda ku terupdate Semalam(sunday), due to I am SO TIRED!! :)

MONDAY
Im having my puasa?? ih NOO~ mana ku jadi yaww...
I went to Dentist..check gigi. Sama si Ayu~
Turns out banyak Kerang Gigi..
Wanna know what is this Kerang gigi? Its actually kamu punya Taie Gigi wa, Taie gigi atu makin lama makin berkumpul arh gigi atu dakat gusi, celah2 gigi. So sooner or later, dengan cara berus gigi yang tidak betul. Ea jadi Kerang gigi, a formed that is karas mcm gigi tani.
If kamu realise gigi kamu atu surfacenya mcm belayar, I recommened just go to dentist and get rid it off!
So yeah, Aku regreted pasal dulu aku inda rajain ke dentist, so gigi ku, not yang d luar2 yang d dalam, the molar and pre molar atu yang sakit.. ada yang belubang sudah..kena tambal.. ada yang aching abisss.. ada macam macam lahh...
So after check gigi, nowdays...mcm selapas makan.. barus gigi.. everytimee...
sometimes lapas makan d kadai.. ke toilet after that... check gigi.. hah
now.. take a good care of my teeth :)

TUESDAY
then aku inda terpuasa... sal nya Im having this dougal...
belum eaten since d malam.. and then my rumah ani, dapurnya undaer renovation. SO yeah, inda makan a good cooked meal. :(
I think I didnt done much on Tuesday, I go for ONLINE saja.
And I think aku kelaparan banar banar banar yang amat di siang hari.. plus be dougal lagi...
and then tgh malam baru ku makan.. Nasi katokk!! heheh :)
for my sahur.....

WEDNESDAY
I go for puasa-ing...
AKu panyap bilik sikit sikit.. inda banyak..
Im listing down things to buy, apa patut.. apa inda.. cause I havent done much preparation yet,my luggage ku kusung masih.. kecuali kurma gnya isinya... Hehhee..
Then for my sungkai Dinner, Me.. My sis and My cousin, go For PIZZA HUT d Sengkurung :)
Menu... 1/2 honey garlic chicken & 1/2 meat lovers regular.. 6 pieces chicken BBQ, Spicy beef penne, beef lasagna, one jug of Coke.
and turns out FULL banar aku ahh.... Too much food.. p kalau d buang bazirr tiaaa... so makan saja tia..
but thank you.. tejalan jalan jua kami ke SKH all the way form Pizza hut..*mun urg brunei, drive saja tu ke SKH ah* aku kan nurunkan berat badan.. haha Xp *yeah right*

THURSDAY
I went to Hospital RIPAS with Ayu, ambil all the results.
And apakan? Aku bukan Doctor wa.. I dun understand what is this yang Leucocytes and Protein ku ada results something atu... Inda ku paham~ geezz doctor language jua banar...
but then now I know my BLOOD TYPE!! B+ hahahha.. but sorry ahh~ I cannot donate arh kamu~ sal.. I have this kurang sikittt punya darah.. hahah Xp
So after that, went ke bank.. ke post office.. bali stem... then went to Nurfa for lunch.. Then went home...ada hal sekajap~
pastu back to Kilnik Sengkurong for Medical Check up.
I am Pissed to the bahagian pendafataran~ inda mau mau ah nama ku d masukkan nya arh appointment on this wednesday. aku mau hari ani juaaa~ like that lahh..
then sudah tekana nya kawan ku.. masukkannya ihh on that day~ Sigghh! WTH!! Biased ih~
Ku majal.. inda ya mau.. aku pebaik nunggu sampai klinik atu tutup.. sigh..
so aku temankan Ayu lah... inda jua ku ninggali ea sorang2 except ku jalan bali minuman saja.. hahah XP
Pissed ku ih sana~ plus.. masa ku dgni masuk atu... ITS NOT THAT LONG!!! SEKAJAP SAJA PUN~ siggghhh..
To FUTURE DOCTORS, I dunnoe where about kamu yang banyak kena antar Scholarship bahagian doctor doctor thingy, cubatah apply tia doctor d Brunei ani.. I saw mostly doctor d brunei ani are not PURELY BRUNEI, Ad Filipino, Malaysian, Indian, Sri Lankaean*stau* but yeahh.. let more Bruneian banyak bekerja... jangan MENANGGUR ANI~
and I know.. Bruneian people tend to be picky in term of working..
But if that is what Bruneian people are.. Confirm! inda maju ni cara cani ahh..
Belum TRY belum TAU..
TRY dulu sambil MENUNGGU~ inda ja~ Hehehhe..
okiess.. SKipped skipped that part.. hahah Xp
Then after done everything, antar Ayu, I went back home.. and ada cousin ku~~~
So.. we went for jalan jalan strolling d kawansan Sengkurung and Jerudong and turns out..banyak balian kami ani~ heheh :)
abis jua bah $30 atu.. hahahha

FRIDAY
Bangun pagiii~ went for Breakfast... di C-A-Mohammad, bunut.
Then ke Hua Ho tanjong Bunut from 1030am.. till 145pm.. hahaha
Guess What, banyak jua Shopping atu...
and then ke rumah kajap..
then ke BRIDEX.. trust me.. Meliat guys in uniform everywhere... I just can't keep my eyes Off you... serioussly.. THEY ALL SOOO SEGAKK!!! pluss.. yang omputeh tu pun apa kurangnyeee.. hidung manccuunngg lagiii...
Have fun with sis, neny and mea.. (Y)
tapinya hari sungguh HANGAT!! TAK TAHAN LAAHH~ *baru d brunei tu..alum pasti yang akan datang* but yeah.. badan ku gatal semacam.. so went home lahh..
then malam, having function at my cousin's crib. Makan makan doa arwah sebelum puasa lah.. =)
and the menu...
Ambuyat, Lauk Salai, Pari Salai, Urat masak kunyit, Daging kari, Sup tulang, Sup urat, Sayur campur, Sambal tarung Ayam Black pepper, Chicken soya Pandan,Roasted chicken with sauce, cucur udang, Custard with chocolate, Cheese Oreo, Marble cake,
buah mata ucing, buah anggur, buah tibadak,
Ice lemon tea, aying bandung, aying sajuk..
and some menu I couldn't mention sal inda ku tau apa namanya....
Sounds kanyang? mendangar bunyi pun sudah ku kanyangg..
so yeahh.. my digestion process getting slowerr.... since ari rabu sudah slow process.. ytah im gaining weight each day... sigh :(

SATURDAY
Woke up a bit late, sal aku aher tdur semalam...
Im having my lunch with the GIRLS di Ahan Thai Gadong :)
Hampa I inda ramai yang coming..esp. JRS GIRLS.
Thanks AMOI *ku mention basar2 dah tu .. dun C-A-L-A me*, FYE, AMING and SYAR.. for coming... and met Emi tadi masa ngambil Fye :)
sharing a it session was WORTH IT :)
we did spend ke mall... and remember girls yang masa dalam Lift.. HAHAHHA.. SPANKKK!!! baruu yaa!! LIVE dapan tani~ a STRANGERR DOING THAT.. HAHAH XP
and thanks FYE, for the gift yang amoi baru bagi *wink*
Afternoon, mau balik Temburung bahhh... beliun with my cousin.. have to go back sal ada acara :) and cousin ku drive 40-60km/h just mau sampai right in time for function tonight, and turns out inda menjadi.. sama jua kami sampai before on time.. should betulak akhir kan??
And the night, DOA SELAMAT for Me dapat scholarship, My cousin dapat kerja baru and My nini yang baru sehat.
and the menu
Udang Galah masak merah, Sambal membangan, Sambal tahai, Sambal Petai, Chicken roasted, Sayur Kacang panjang, Sweet sour fish, Egg tart, buah anggur.. and a PREMIUM MONTE CARLO CAKE due to my bapa Saudara Bufday and Pencen! hehehehe :)
SUNDAY
wake up early morning..
went to Amo, having BBQ picnic :)
Chicken and Lamb BBQ, Spagethhi, Snacks, Junk food... and a COCO CRUNCH CHOCOLATE CAKE for my youngest cousin bday...
So yeahh.. it was FUNN!! no needing words to say... bayangkan dari kul 9am till 2pm ku mandi.. inda siuk d mana tu... here's the picture of the water...
RAPIDS isn't it?
To THOSE YANG KU OFFER joining me? RUGI lah~ :) *C-A-L-A bussyy wahh!!*
hehehe..
and then I have to go back to bandar... and I take a boat, sal nya my cousin plan mau jalan malam. but aku promised Ayu that I would come.. so yeah.. aku nyampati lah.. and Im the LAST ONE BALIKK!! hahahaha ..
and then MENU,
ada SATAY, Spagetthi, Chicken and lamb BBQ, tarts, chocolate merci.. Hati buyah, Anggur, a COCO CRUNCH CAKE for the AUGUSTEANS..
but seriously.. kalat mata ku tu yaw... hahaha
pictures are in Ayu Facebook :)
and thanks for those yang coming arh ayu.. yang ku tau saja lahh.. ahaha.. kawan AYu..kawan I juga kann?? hehhehe X)
and apa yang ku makan tadi siang.. is what I eat again malam ahh..
cause SPONSORSHIP MAKANAN KAMI IS.. HUA HO TANJONG BUNUT and LE APPLE!!! WOOHHOOO!!!

okiess.. that my day...
and if u read lagii..
banyak MENTION SAL FOOD?
YESS!! IVE BEEN EATING SAJA LATELY~ geez~
Trust me.. aku berisi berabisss :)
but no worries.. puasa is justtt in this week...
selain dari menahan diri dari nafsu makan... and apa saja nafsu..
ea ada lah satu diet yang baik dan sehat ;)

Okiess.. I am so inda kalat mata masihh.. hehe :)
so m gonna upload some pictures lahh yang ada arah ku ani.. :)

-up up in a way~~~-

Weekly update.

2009-08-09T20:28:00.003+08:00

Hello there. Salam.
Let me update what I have done this week..
This week lah..
Okies.. I sounded like updating my life every week..
inda batah days turns to week.. weeks turn to month.. months turn to year.. well. jangan catu ih.
Karang sedih tia pembaca setia ku karang.
Aku pun rasa rasa sudah kan delete blog ani.
But yeah.. jangan tah kali ih. Biarlah suatu itu jadi kenangan. :)
"Kenangan maniss kau dan akuu.. takan terluput..." Hahha Nyanyi lagi lagu Jamal Abdillah.. jangan inda galat yaw.

Next two weeks, my blog ani officially A YEAR.. *kenyit mata pada si Wali Band* hehehe Xp
hahah A year tia sudah... inda kerasahan ahh..
apa nya urg.. "Times flies so fast" cepaaatttnyeeee~~~
Nanti tah ku baca dari awal... save save for the best time.. weheee~
ada yang Emo mengundang di jiwa ni. weheee~~

Okiess..now go update for a week.

MONDAY
Not much doing some work, sal aku puasa.
inda berapa actively buat kerja lah selain hearing the workers outside rumah melantak and everything. :)
owh yeah. I did went to ITB. Pasal apa ah? Owh yeah. I was called masa Saturday masa hanging out with Nazmi, Wanah, Ayu and my friend d Cheezbox to come on Monday to accept the tawaran from ITB. I think HND in Electrical and Communication System if Im not mistaken. *apakan. inda kan inda ingat*
So yeah.. I did came nearly 12pm. hahaha.. masa urg kan lunch wa.. So aku mcm gagas lah *sudah atu* pasal kaka ku suruh deliver the karipap to her school d tutong masa tgh hari.
So I met si SassyFarr, Naddy, Nazurah.. and i-forgot-her-name. Minta tolong wah tnya mana admin. Mana jua ku tau kali ahh.. Not my Uni..*again C-A-L-A* hahaha Xp
So the girl i-forgot-her-name show me the way~ THANNNKK YOUUU!!!
I went there and submit the photocopied scholarship letter and I have to isi the borang either I sukacita menerima or dukacita tidak menerima. Fill in the blanks, cross the words and Sign!! Im done!!! cepattnyeee.. Dah nyangkuu in hurry~~ HAHAH Xp
and thenn.. Im sorry Fye!!! AKu lintasi kau sajaaa~~ hahaha.. seriously she told me aku like angin melintas!!! hahahah aku inda nampak bahh kau d mana... heheheheh..
and SassyFarr darlenk, thanks for the compliment~ I looked slim because that baju make me look like one. ahaha XP
Then turns out, aku kan ke Tutong sudah ni, but my sister cakap jangan tah isuk isuk saja... so balik lah ke rumah. apa jua buleh buat. Kan lunch...puasa ku... HAHAHAH Xp
Few hours later,sesudah Azan Maghrib. I did went for my sungkai, at ZH Restaurant (bukan Zaila Hassan) hahaha Xp d Sengkurong area with my sis and cousin. Lapar nyamuuu... d umah inda jua dapat memasak.
Owh yeah, speaking of my house, The DAPUR is CLOSED! Due to Kitchen Makeover! *asi asi*
But yeahh, we need to maintain the house, nearly 20 years sudah umur rumah ani.. mesti lah usai itu.. usai ini... FYI,this house age is same as my age. Hehehe *mcm aku punya hadiah wa..aku lahir..ada hadiah rumah.. C-A-L-A* HAHAHAHHA Xp
okies okies.. Not much of doing that night. Inda banyak lah kerja ku. hehehe :) tapii banyak ceta~ HAHAHA

TUESDAY
another day Puasa again.
Come on lah guys...and girls... Rasa-rasanya ada alum Qada Puasa itu.. bahh baik tah...selagi mampu atu... Hehehe :)
Tuesday lagi tia not much doing things.
I spend my time sleeping till 1130am.
and masa sungkai. I just went for a drink saja and makan kerupuk. dah ku bilang rumah ku berenovate. Nda dapat memasak bah ih. hehehe :)
Mom bawa aku ke Soto Rindu Sengkurong, sal my cousin ada bertahlil di sana.
but aku inda ikut sal aku ada dinner with my friend di JP.
I just dropped mama d Soto Rindu, then I go lahh ke JP.
makan Ayam salai~~ (Y) akhirnyaa~ kesampaian tah jua.
Ytah.. makan puas puas d Brunei Zaila..di sana nanti mengunjar tu~ THat's what my sister said! Hmmphh!!

WEDNESDAY
No no no Puasa.
MY MEDICAL CHECK DAY~ Hahaha
I picked up Ayu, a bit late~ Pasalnya aku akhir bangun and mom using the car awal pagi atu.
I know we stucked at the traffic. But akhirnya..sama jua sampai ani. nearly 8am jua kan *kirai kirai*
Parking d hospital, cun berabis parking kami atu..
yatah apa nya urg Bismillahitawakal bahh.. :)
Hospital Hospital..what we do~~ hmmm..
I saw Aaron, si Muaz and Ezam there :) But stuck with Ezam in the end. :)
first, check jantung.I dunnoe cemana to read yang garisan mcm richter scale atu.. hahah Richter scale d bawa bawa.. Hahaha.. i mean.. inda ku tau consider normal or not. wehee.. seram sejuk bahhh ea lakat lakat that thing.. hahahha
Then go for X-Ray.. OF course lah I know the Place! That's the place ku x-ray kaki kali ahh~~ HAHHAHAHA XP Hopefully baik baik saja ih.
Then ngambil darah...this is the harderst part. WHY? apa namanya tu.. Urat kah? ih bukan.. Saluran darah yang arh tangan atu kahh? I think. On my left hand, langsung inda timbul ani wahh.. *i know.. I experienced sudah ni kena ambil darah ani* So they cannot do the procedure.
then on my right hand... hmmm its very hard to find that salruan darah atu but the doctor is trying to feel... Then inject. pastu my blood inda sampai half of the tube the doctor ambil. Pasalnya inda banyak darah ku bah.. Sah! kalau blood donation confirm aku inda passed!! HAHAHA
Pastu..the HARDERST PART!!! Hahaha the STOOLS~~ HAHAHA
Bepkir ku 10 kali wah cemana... bepikir ku banar banar~
and the digestion part.. I couldn't make it. Hahaha
So I skipped that part and go for Check Telinga, then Mata.. then Im done!!
except for the last part. hehehe Xp
Pastu GO FOR LUNCH! tais liur Pizza.. hahaha Xp
Me, Ayu, Ezam and my friend went for lunch lah.. :)
makan saja pizza atu.. pasal digestion punya pasal ni.. huuhuhuh..
and then....after lunch.. after much gossiping.. bah back to business.
went to Kiarong for that Injection..apa tu namanya.. entah lah.. injection yang for TB ah. heheh :)
lapas tu going to MOE, pasal apa ah.. ahhh.. pasal changing the date of sigining agreement since have to tunggu medical check ku.. heheh :)
then tiba tiba digestion ku ani pun sudah ready..
so later on went to Hopsital and send the stools back.. Nada ku tekarih kan menyimpann.. tulunggg dihh~
pastu went to HRD for Ayu mau ambil ea punya acceptance letter. :)
pastu send her home back. safely~
and aku apa lagii.. ZzzzZzzZzzZzzz HAHAHA XP
lalah tu nyamuu~

THURSDAY
Puasa again. and ngam Nisfu Syaaban. :)
and inda banyak kerja ku buat, but lyat mama ku merungut rungut ani bahh.. :)
and then I watched DVDs ceta Sound of Music. siuukkk nyamuu... tenyanyi nyanyi ku lih nyaaaa~~~ *kes hapal sudah atu*
and I have my sungkai which only sandwhich I made :) Kanyang tah ku.. ALhamdullilah :)

FRIDAY
A day with ayu that morning, ke British High Comm. nugurskan visa.
that time kabak kabak jua ih uleh nya. inda ku mau ih bayar lagi sekali.. huhuh $348 bukan sikiitt tu buiii... huhuhuhuhuhuh
and then bawa ayu Brunch with my mom and sis d Amanah Harith, then I send her off back to her house.
That Afternoon, aku tiidddurrrrr~ hahaha Darn my cat! ea tdur bahh.. AKu apa lagii tdur jua..
When I wake up. my cat still sleeping.. tepisuk pisuk arh ku. sasak jua ku tu.. HAHAH Xp tidurr lagi ih.
But then after that, my sis bawa jalan.
First bawa mama lah cari cari things to buy for that kitchen.
then my sis bawa ke Vincci.
CRAZY SHOPPERS FOR HSBC CREDIT CARD!!! hahah Buy 1 get 1 free!!! DARNN!
We are too late. but I did manage to get one pair of wedges! Jadi tahh~ HAHAXp
Maniac ihhh~~
Went home. ONLINEEEEEE!!! HAHAHA Xp and masa lte night atu sasak ku ih. inda tia mau MSN. So bawa tdur. hehehe

SATURDAY
I picked ayu 930am kali.. sal aku masih beulit ulit d katil :)
hahaha aher bangun sampai mama ku riuh~
then ke Kiarong check that TB thingy yg bakas injection. Alhamdullilah, kami terhindar dari penyakit TB :)
then bawa ayu ke TAIB, hehehehe lanjaaaa nieeee~~ :)
then send her off home.
and d rumah aku start belawa lawa. :)
take time to siap siap..chill.. hahahahha...
and then Tadaaa~~
hahahha Xp Terkajut. mcm bukan aku kan? biasa sudah tu ih ku dangar *C-A-L-A Zaiii*
ahahhah Xp
But yeah, we have the Ramah Mesra Bersama Menteri Pendidikan di Polo Club Jerudong.
I get the chance to talk with the Menteri Pendidikan. bukan selalu tu yaw :)
Apa ih mama ku ahh.. mula mula inda mau.. BOoo~ hahah *astaga si zaila ani* hahaha Xp
then went home. tdur skajap.
Pastu the night Jalan with Nazmi, Wanah,Ayu and another friend. ke mana nah? Lyat BULA!! DPMM FC Vs Woodland..
well.. at least merasai jadi tahhh~ HEHEH Xp
Suka ku ihh~ Iski ku ihh~~~ Siuukk ihhh~~~ hahaa Xp
and went home online kajap.then tdurrr~~~
hahah nyaman tdur ku.

SUNDAY
and then. wake up. Im having breakfast with my sister d C.A.M incase kamu inda tau. C.A.Mohammed tu namanya. hahahah Xo
then ke kadai and ke kadai scanning for something. heheh :)
then when home. berlawa lawa.sal my cousin tunang. Nanti ku upload gmbrnya ahh.. so nanti ku upload.
and then went to Hua Ho Manggis! and Yess!! Bought somethingggg!!!!! (Y)
weheee~~~
and now at home.. Im hunggrrryyy~~ :( chill jap~ hehehehe..
so Im updating my blog and sambil watching Jangan Lupa Lirik. rasa wa kan ku join!! hahah Xp

So yeah. Update sudah ni.
i spend my whole week mostly sama si AYu.
yes. Apa buleh buat. We heading to same destination in Uk. Same flight. Same School. Same House. but not Same Course saja. :)

now. I end here.
I have much things to do.
So tunngu lagi another week for another updation. Okies.
Kalau rasanya pembaca setia atu. tunggu saja tia. :)

and btw, I know i did the C-A-L-A thing. to Amoii, dannie and Syar and Fye. I know u guys love doing that. hahahahha Xp so I imagine that Im blogging is like cerita dapan dapan kamu. hahah Xp Love it!

-everything gonna be a memory to me.-

news from me..

2009-08-08T12:10:00.002+08:00

Okies. I don' teven know what am I doing.
Tapinya..as u can see... Ive been changing this blog layout with new Theme..
"BLACK WHITE & PURPLE"
asked me WHY PURPLE? PASAL ITS MY MOST FAVOURITE COLOUR!!!
nahh to those sapa inda tau.. baik tah tau... HAHAHHA Xp

And then.. Ive been changing this Blog song into.. one Complete CD.. haha *cam banar*
yeahh..13 different songs of My life.. HAHA Xp..
apa baik ahh nama album nya.. Compilation Best of the Best Zaila? HAHA Bidaaa..
hahaha but I think u guys gonna Sing with me..esp. lagu Isabella. (Y) *cari cari lagu ahh* HAHAHHA Xp

okies..much Laughing here..
Countdown countdown... sebulan to go. Sebulan apa nah... paham paham saja.
And Im trying to hangout with dearest friends masa ani.. time so Packed and Money so pokai.. huhuhuhuh =(
tapinya Quality time had atu yang mauuu tuu (Y)

so away skajap ku ah...
aku kan belawa lawa..
hahahahhaha Xp

-sigghh..-

Update lahh~

2009-07-31T22:25:00.002+08:00

Pujaan Hati.. pujaan hati.. *awhh gawdd.. sudah tah lagu atu ih*

4 Days of Pre-Depature Briefing..
I GAINED WEIGHT!!!
Apa inda.. kul 10am makann..
LUNCH nda mau mau makan ijuaa..
kul 3pm makan lagi.....
balik ke rumah tidur...
and then bangun Makan lagiiii..
pastu inda dapat tdur tgh malam. Makan laggii~
Mun cemani bliang ari.. sorang2 DE BOMB ni~ inda muat ni baju raya karangg...

haha First Day..
okiess.. Quite interesting..
except that im Lost where IPA.. sal aku lalu Highway~ HAHAH Xp
thanks to suraya givingme direction to follow.. and I MADE IT!!!
and I feel tired berabis.. pasal malam atu.. aku tdur kul 3am.. HAHAHA
Si Lei yang berabis ngacau aku.. HAHA Xp

Second day..
since I know sudah jalan ke IPA atu..
So aku berlenggang lagii lah...
2nd day is a bit... B-O-R-I-N-G. in the afternoon...
yawning ku patang atu.. HAHAHA Xp

Third day..
ORIENTATION...
Lagi Interesting...
Pasalnya aku kenal kenalan dengan urg Scholar..
although TEAM HIJAU TARANG INDA MANANG..
tapi THUMBS UP TO OUR GUYS SAL BERJAYA UNLOCKED THEMSELVES DI KALA KESULITAN!!! *tepukan gemuruh!!!*
and get to know my SENIORS.. my FUTURE HOUSEMATES.. *kenyit mata to ayu*

Forth day...
Feel relaxing.. sal AYU DRIVE KAN AKUUU!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHHAH Xp aku sukaaa~
no need to say about ceramah KESIHATAN.. *but still masih cakap sal atu*
Seriously aku te EYEEWWWWW oleh nya...
tapi it is the fact that.. mostly urg balik dari UK infected by those penyakit..
So TRUE~
so urg yang belajar d luar negeri atu.. jaga ih Tatatertib d sana.. *mcm aku inda tu nya*
and plus.. I LOVE THE CERAMAH UGAMA..
TOO BAD Nada NOTES ABOUT Atu..
aku really interested...banar banar.. VRaVisHLyYyYy *kan wali*
and too bad.. inda ada email cigu atu.. and inda puas ati ihh.. *alum apa apa*
siggghh....

So what now?
I just abis main netball... but aku inda puas hatiiii!!! HAHAH
Pujaan hati... pujaan hati....

Bah chat dulu ku ih..
Assalamualaikum.....

-gossip gossip al-jazera-

MONEYY!!!

2009-07-26T22:07:00.002+08:00

hayy~
Tomorrow sorang sorang sibuk with their own thing.
Awu~~ UBD, UNISSA, ITB and the MOE Scholars! =)
and aku, baju alum terikah, entah apa aku mau prepare??

Actually, Im doing counting in Brunei.
Membuat Visa..? $$$
Bergambar Visa..? $
new laptop..? $$$ *FYI,hanya pada mereka yang tahu saja apa cerita dengan laptop ini*
buy things... ? $$
minyak kereta..? $$ *ok I didnt buy that!*
but now.. apa apa ni.. USIN!!!! HAHAHHA Xp
admit it people! We Need MONEY!!!!
DAMN!! I am so FREAKING HATE BROKE!!! *apa inda.. usin indung yang pencen jua d krajakan.. sighhh..*
Why things can't even make back to first trade.. BARTER TRADE!!! HAHAHA..
I would trade my baju fesyen yang bemanik with those stuff.. *girls* HAHAH Xp
Owh my.. owh my...

Kitani idup di dunia alap bahaau ani, payah nyamu..
apa apa ani usin jua di pikirkian.. Iman gnya bah pree~ yang lain ada own price~
kan belajar pun mau usin~~ waduuuhh~
but Thankful jua untung tani belajar d Brunei, especially warga tetap Brunei yang IC kuning, kalau alum be IC, means indung tatap IC kuning.
kalau di imbas kembali ah..
Mun skulah di Skulah Kerajaan..
Skulah ugama setahun $2 hinggit ganya yuran nya tuk setaun bah ih.. inda salah ku.. hahaha =D
*cheeaaap*
Skulah rendah.. inda I ingat, sal I 5 taun d Swasta, then darjah 6 baru tah skulah rendah arh Kerajaan.. I have no clue how much the yuran was.. :)
and then Sekolah Menengah... $25 or $35 kali per year.....
College... $90 or $100 per year.. depends...
Wahh.. now? *geleng geleng ku ihh*
the higher it gets, the expensive it cost..
wahh.. nothing for free ah masa ani...
dah nyangku Iman saja free....

ok I am randomly talking here... aku inda tau pa kan ku buat.. HAHAH Xp
Baik jua mbuat blog, facebook or apa apa ni FREE..
hahah p ONLINE inda free.. bebayar jua bah wireless atu.. HAHA Xp

now, what should I do?
Im hungry? Indaa
Im kaing leher.... hahhaha... XD *kamu inda?*

-aku sungguh bosan!!-

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2009-07-26T02:32:00.004+08:00

Hhahahhahaha.. I do enjoyed it!!!
MOVIES! EMPIRE! JP! and BEACHES! Love it!! Love you!! HAHHA XP

ENJOY THE PHOTO.. sal aku..malas berkata kata.. aku EMO karang..

I know there is no group photo.. but what to do.. HAHAHA..
So thanks for yang coming.. LOVE IT!!!

And here.. is some of my BEST PHOTO OF THE DAY! *admit it hadie!*

Haii..perkenalkan bakal teman serumah saya.. Hehehe.. *lawa tu yu ku mengambar.. jrg ni*

*nazmi.. I dun get it.. What are you doing actually? hmmm*

and.. akan ku kenang nii.. HAHAH Xp buleh masuk ni gmbr arh BRUNEI MAGAZINE.. hahahah Xp Aboard of Peace kah?? hahahah

and Hadie.. I believe u edited this photo!! HAHA urg menjual CD ah~~ HAAHAH Xp

I didn't thought aku sampat capture this.. sal si hadie luan laju drive.. *nott* HAHAHA
Btw...thanks for letting me drive ur car... jadi tah.. hahah right? HAHAH Xp

and "termemnung ku sendirian..memikirkan kekasih hati... lalalalala~" hahah Xp

AND AKU INDA TAU NAPA KU ASI ASI POSING CEMANI~
HAHAHHAH XP..

Duyung Transformed bah ni.. HAAH Xp TRANNSSSFORMEERR!! HAHA Xp

and this one.. hahaha. I just don't know what am I doing..

Actually most of the picture are Crazy and so US!! HAHA Xp
banar.. jgn tha tapuk tapuk perangai sebenar atu..
reveal itt~ HAHAH Xp

-sangal ku ih.. haah XP-

Riuh hari Jumaat pagi..

2009-07-24T11:46:00.003+08:00

A week of tiring day..
My schedule is packed. Awu~
I know I always facebook-ing and Online-ing.
but jangan jua, ada yang inda ku telayan.
Im when I spend online-ing and Im a bit busy moment, I meant it.
Discussing things online-ing is Very Hard..
I just can't read people mind through online
"what are you guys thinking??"

Ok zaila..take a deep breath and chill..
Hahhaa.. Scholarship thing a verrryy veeeerrryy verrryyyy busy thing to settle.
Yes? YESSS!!!
tanya saja tia the scholars.
Making visa.. ONLINE!
Finding house.. ONLINE!
Discuss with friends.. ONLINE!
any information.. ONLINE!
facebooking ONLINE! *whooppss*
ONLINE!!!
hahahahhaha.. *now, this is why you need internet connection at home*
mcm stress bunyinya..

Starting Yesterday, I am quite busy moment banar banar....
*right Ayu? Dari pagi ke patang non stop jalan.. continue tah lagi malam..*
and as for today, I make my space for my dearest friends to hang out.. *thank you guys for sudi hang out with me.. inda tau this might be the last hang out we had* NO EMO-ING ZAILA!
tommorow, I dunnoe whats the plan.. BRIDEX ada jua... kawan melagau ada jua.. ih netball ada jua kah?
next week.. 4 days Pre-departure briefing and then the remaining 3 days of the week, Im busying with my own things
the next week after that... my medical check day as well as my visa appointment *mannn..aku peningg*
and NEXT WEEK IS AUGUST TIAAA!! oowwwhh times flies that soon~ more than a Month for me to prepare... Havent went to the perayaan.. Sutung tutuk alum di unjar.. huhuhuhuh..
puasa inda lagi batah *bayar yaw~ bayar~~*
wahhh.. why at the moment Im thinking of this??????? O_o

Bahh.. I go for brunch dulu...
and can't wait seeing my friends later on...
Love you people.. =)

-new whole story will start soon-

Salam everyone!!

2009-07-21T22:42:00.002+08:00

okies.
HIATUS MODE HADIE???? *I read ur blog kali ah*
well.. IM BACKKK!!!!
Yeah awuu Im in hiatus mode.
Now, Im back with my nonsense blog.. haha nonsense????

Im in the mood of blogging saja...
Well now, people curious what Uni I get in.
Not UBD neither ITB or UNISSA..
I didn't get any of Brunei Instituition.
I am in the line of SCHOLARSHIP.. still in the line... cause I have to passed some procedure bah..
setakat ani.. I already interview *which is tadi* and all I can say.. its EASY.. not HARD as I thought..
so I have to passed my medical check.. hope everything will be fine
and Tapis Keselamatan Negara.. a.k.a National Security.. *pernah dgr cerita atu? cematu lah..nada kena mengena.. apa lah~~*
So dapat tawaran of Scholarship is ain't that easy as you guys thought.. We need to have some procedure, visa to apply, uni itu.. uni ini.. residence.. bla bla bla..
so. makes me in hiatus mode... tutt..tuuuttt..tuuttt..

Well. JULY UPDATES.
No gathering this month.. aiyoooo~
Tukang organizer nya busy.. hahahahah
I've been Through GOOD TIMES, BAD ONES, and BOREDOM STRIKES as well as EMO LOVES ME.
I OFFICIALLY QUITING MY JOB as loads lagi kan d buat about scholarship matter.
I watched Movies.. and Movies.. and DVDs.. haaha *thanks aming for the DVDs*
I attend my FRENCH CLASSES.. I think this week is my last class.. and now I know how to count numbers in French *beguna tu yaw mun ku ke Paris* HAHAH Xp
Im not even DIETING.. and JOGGING nda menjadi sal hujan tak tentu sudah masa ani..
what else? hmm.
I guess that is my update?

Next....ih no next next ih..
I'll stop here.. HAHAHA Xp
krg g ku nyambung. wehee =)

-I love the way I am.. don't you love it??-

update? jaditah~

2009-07-10T21:55:00.004+08:00

here I am updating my blog.. yeahh..
Im trying to find some space of my free time?
but unfortunantely cam inda saja lahh.. haha XP
but now.. waiting for PIZZA to arrive.. *awh yeah amoi~ im not dieting..*
I just dunnoe why I can't control myself to eat.. nafsu nafsu.. hahah XP

Ok.. not that I wanna talk about..
anways before that..
hearing abou H1N1 masa ani.. its like.. bukan macam minggu minggu lalu.. hehe means..like.. when H1N1 hits Brunei.. everyone panic abis.. berabis lahh.. not panic as in shouting.. panic as in cautious lahh..
All the sanitizer abis, mask abis and segala sabun mandi Protex and Detol kembali Famous!! hahaha maju ih..
but now.. hearing H1N1.. hmm.. mcm tak kesah ke.. catu lahh..
ok ok.. not my point!!

So yeah.. this is my point..
This week, Scholarship..UNISSA..UBD..ITB.. are outtt!!! Outt as in results nya out..
So, CONGRATS TO ALL OF YOU GUYS YANG DAPAT!!!
and pada yang name not listed d mana ya mohon, lawat2 uni atu esp. UBD and ITB... tunjuk kan mua balik balik.. hopefully with loads of effort and tawakal.. u will got in.. *jaditaah daripada nada* rightt? hehehe X)
Kepada yang rasanya tiada dapat atu.. bah start start tah think of future plan.. and i wish u guys all the best..

okiess.. I think I have to go now.. too tired *not really*
well.. prepare things I guess... HAHHAHA..

bah.. assalamualaikum.

-sibuk jua-

titah si Zaila

2009-07-02T23:15:00.003+08:00

Dear fellows to whom it may concern..

about the GATHERING.

CANCEL!!!

due to swine flu...

salam,
Zaila..

SWINE FLU

2009-06-27T12:01:00.004+08:00

Saturday 27th June 2009.

Stil got issues about Swine Flu.
I watched Berita TV3, kedia punya menteri kesihatan kali.
They no longer calling it Selisma Khinzir or H1N1*which I still dun understand*
so instead of it. they called it SELISMA BABI *noowww that one we can Understand!!*
we aware nama BABI bahh... not KHINZIR or SWINE..
maybe in english kan d tukar kali PIG FLU. hahaha Xp

ok straight to the point.

News headlines nowdays.
SWINE FLU HITS BRUNEI!

Bandar Seri Begawan - Swine flu in Brunei has reached 20 with two more new ones being confirmed today.

The Ministry of Health has confirmed two new cases of Influenza A (H1N1) here, bringing the total in the country to 20 sick with it, the Health Ministry announced.

Of the 20 cases confirmed to date, 12 had a history of overseas travel. The remaining eight were close contacts of the previous cases.

The ministry said the 19th case involved a 47-year-old male, Permanent Resident of Brunei who went to Kuala Lumpur on June 19.

The patient returned to Brunei on June 22 via Miri on the AK5186 flight. On June 25 the patient sought medical attention and laboratory test confirmed positive on June 26. The patient is currently undergoing treatment and is in good condition, a ministry spokesman said.

The 20th case is an 18-year-old female who went to the neighbouring Sabah capital Kota Kinabalu, by car on June 23 and returned to Brunei on June 25.

The patient developed symptoms on the day of return and saught medical attention. The laboratory tests confirmed positive on June 26. She is currently undergoing treatment and is in good condition.

Meanwhile, four confirmed cases of Influenza A (H1N1) previously reported has recovered and discharged from Pengiran Muda Mahkota Pengiran Muda Haji Al-Muhtadee Billah Hospital, Tutong.

Prior to discharge from the hospital, the cases had undergone tests to ensure that they are well and free of Influenza A (H1N1) infection.

The Health Ministry continued to advise the public who has recently returned from overseas trip to voluntarily reduce social activities and interactions for seven days.

Members of the public are also advised to monitor their health and seek immediate medical attention if they develop symptoms. Precautionary steps by practicing good personal hygiene should be practiced at all times, the press release said.

-courtesy of Borneo Bulletin-

I believe that urang Brunei ani ada malas-tah-ku-ingau-syndrome.
that is what make urang Brunei ani calm sikit, chill lah babe.. no panic so the spreading of virus ani lambat sikittt kan merebak which is good.
and then Im sorry to those who are infected atu with that diseases, but one thing nya orang orang dulu ah, 'kalau di pikirkan banar sakit atu, ytah yang memudaratkan" that's when you realise nini nini kitani banar banar nda mau ke spital. uri hatinya tu nyantaaa..

actually nya kan, it depends on our immune system right?
If you are the person yang malar damam, asal baik nda batah atu damam. bah tia, jgn tah memandai mandai kan ikut belayar or hang out. Stay at home and rest!! HAAHAA Xp
Siuk jua, if you damam kan, you kan demand anything.. i meannn anythingg~~~ *ok~that's applicable to me. hahaha Xp*

So yeah,lets pray to the Al-mighty for protection. *lets have a moment shall we*

-sigghh-

JULY's GATHERING

2009-06-24T11:06:00.003+08:00

This gathering is goes to ALL JRS *tiada kecualian* and ALL ex-5Efisien 2006 *all invited* and pada sesiapa yang suka hati ku mau invite. hahahaha =D

Time: Lapas Maghrib hingga singgan2 nya...
Date: Saturday, 11/07/2009
Venue: -belum confirm-tunggu msg saja :)
Theme: ...santai ja beb...

i will text the you guys minggu dapan *cek dulu becrdt ke inda ku ni*

bosan

2009-06-22T01:21:00.003+08:00

now... 1:31pm.. Im bored. HAHAH Xp
awuu banar...

So YESTERDAY..or YESTERDAY YESTERDAY.. SATURDAY NIGHT! main netball!!!
It sepatutnya kami main 7 till 9pm.. but then..... they said abis 8pm.. coz salah booked!
Okiess.. so sorry to Muy and my cousin's that I text them cancel lahh.. sal dorg aher dtg.. takut krg nyusahkan..
But turns out that.. kami abis kul 9pm..coz urg yang membooked court kul 8pm atu inda jadi.. nyeh nyeh nye nyeh nyeh~ HAHA Xp
So yes! we played till 9pm..and wasting time VAINING!!!

MEET THE NAKEY FC!
Green means PEACE~ HAHAH Xp

mcm oemain bula banar kann? HAHAH Xp

our shoes are sponsered by.. NIKE, ADIDAS, PUMA and NEW BALANCE =)

KALIE! KLAIE! KLAIE! but nothing happened.. saja bahh~

hahhaah kengalehan sudah ni bahh~

terupung anak bulan.. *batah raya ani..skip puasa* HAHAH Xp *jokes*

AFTER ALL IT WAS FUN!! HAHAH Xp

So..TODAY..i mean TADI..YESTERDAY.. HAHA SUNDAY~ *paning ih*
main bowling... unfortunately pictures nya alum ku ngambil arh desktop abg ku.. isuk isuk tah mun rajin =)

-janji ku update blog..nda ja?-

I HAVE EXACTLY 9 DAYS OF CUTI!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHA Xp

2009-06-20T17:01:00.004+08:00

wwwohhooo!!
but the boring part is that.....
CUTI! HOLIDAY! but NO MONEY! NO POINT!!!! hmmpphh!! borringg~borringg~

noww.. maybe im gonna update this blog... hahah Xp
awu~boredom strikes me..
maybe a little emo?
entah ihh... aku pun inda tau apa mood ku masa ani... *geleng geleng*

masa ani.. Im staring at someone i know right now.. not exactly starting that person. I mean the pictures. Blahh!!! Hey! Im not stalking! It just happen to be like that.
then,when I saw those pictures, and now then I recall the last time I saw that person, it just WHAT-THE-HECK?

at first I envy that person...lovebirds.. awwwhh so cute... I wish to be like them..
awhh~ mcm pinang di belah dua.. awhhh~
yeahh.. I envy.. though we just know-know not that close.. but yes.. i envy that person.. seriously..
but now. I just can't understand. People seems to be changed that easily.
but how? how can u just let things go an move on so fast?
yeah i know right? different people have thier own way.
But think this.
Once upon a time, u told that person "I love you" and you meant it. It's like Forever, NO one else, Only you.. bla bla bla bla bla.....
and the next day, "I hate you! I found new one!" and you meant it again!

from both angle, owh well I only listen to one side angle anyways.
but then, I confidently that saying the other angle that i didn't listen to is totally that person fault!!! serve you! HAHAH Xp
but when I see to my angle of this person, I see... I-think-its-your-fault. *ragu ragu*
owhh well.. this si not my point!

the point is....how to put this word ah?
Sampai hati nya kamu left someone because of someone?
you dumped that person because you found one?
it just beacuse, your current mate is much handsome, cute, lovable, romantic, humour, etc..than before?
or because you are TOO PICKY!!! HAHAHAHAH Xp

me picky? No no no no no... ok.. maybe some YES!!
but come on!!! Nowdays finding perfect person is very hard!!! You just need someone that seriously loving you. and NOT taking ADVANTAGE of YOU!
*FYI amoi, that stalker is way OUT!! I gave him chances, he ruin it!! Serve him!! 3 years together is a suffer coz he's taking ADVANTAGE here...and plus you know the story behind it.. HAHAHA Xp*

So yeah, maybe out there.. there is a guy waiting for you. Seriously waiting.
Loving you with all that person's heart although you doesn't love that person at all or.. "eeeyyeeww~i dun even know you.. Get away! freak!!"
that person is just trying to make him/herself being noticed by you.
and if you realised that person would do anything for you
even you had dumped that person once, yet still that person won't give up!
although you break that person's heart, still again..that person won't give up!
see..there are person out there in front of your eyes but u still belum sadar...
owhh yeah.. sounds like in a movie.. "last last baru tah kan sadar tuuu" hahah Xp
*FYI again amoi, si stalker atu never do anything for me! Sacrifice? duhh~ never in my life!*

Okies.. now it sounded like me..
I know I haven't giving up to these person..
won't give up though berapa kali ku heartbroken.
It just that few times being heartbroken..my heart still for that person..
that's why I dun understand how can u just dump one and have new one??
How SERIOUS YOU ARE IN THE NEW RELATIONSHIP which actually your heart belum fully recover!!?
and if you say, I MOVE ON! I am HAPPY!
you're lying!!!
If you are truly MOVE ON! Im sure if you met all of your exes, those people ain't gonna ruin ur mood! =) and you are truly ready for it!!!

Now...i know I will be criticised by this post.
I dun mind.. my blog! my point of view. MWAHAHAH Xp
Okies, okies, it just that this thing pop-ed in my mind. weheee..

and Nazmi,
I know you curious about how complicated my story is...
nazmi, Im happy..no worries.. I can handle this.. not so emotional thing.. =)
as long as we(me and that person) together..that's mean TO GET HER!!! HAHAHAH Xp ...WTH?

anyways... last time gathering... on Pijah's crib =)
thanks for being the host..
and thanks for those yang coming =)

Model LAY's...

The Guys

hehehehe.. saja bahh.. buang buring...

the girls

THANK YOU ALL!!!!!!!

see you guys next month gathering =) somewhere
find out.... heheheh X)

-Fell to the ground, lying around... Staring the sky, and I fly... can't feel the pain, I feel in heaven... Owwwhh!! shut up ZAILA!!-

little update.. pas ni malas ku~

2009-06-09T22:32:00.002+08:00

wanna GOOD NEWS or BAD NEWS???? hmmm..

THE GOOD NEWS FOR ME~
starting 20nd till 28th MARCH..
AKU INDA KRAJAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
Woooohhoo!!! Anyone bawa aku JALAN, CUTI CUTI BRUNEI MARI TAHH!!!!! =)

but the BAD NEWS...
start 15th till 19th.. KRAJA..almost FULL DAY BUSYYY!!!!!
so DON'T DISTURB ME THAT TIME~ weheee~ =)

and then..
today.. having reunion.. small reunion with some of the ST.ANDREW's fellow...
gathering because.. Aisyah will be going back to Malaysia for GOOD =(
inda lagi return to Brunei.. *maybe for holiday* sedih ku..
So..we having lunch d MOD's arh Jerudong..kan dakat dakat pantai ahhh..
yang ada.. Safwan, Shim D Zhen, Amirul *yg ku tau lah* and some of her friends that I knew.. Liting, Chinnu, Andy koh..and that one girl I forgot her name.. hehehehe.. :)
Yeahh.. nynyah ada juaa.. but everyone speakinggg... sayang aku ahh.. melayu hantap~ HAHAH.. WHO CARES! JUST ENJOY~ :)

then out for MOVIEs.. d EMPIRE.. where NAZMI inda belaku!!! *marah ku tu nazmi*
so me and my friend.. *sorang ja tu*
Paksa jua..what can I do..
Watching ceta Angels and Demons.. and to those yang rasanya inda berapa kuat iman yang buleh tergugat rasanya... aahh.. jgn tah di liattt...
but after kamu liat jgn luan di pikirkan.. haha..
aku iski kan lyat ceta ani.. because of how si tom hanks a.k.a Robert Langdon break the code of the case :)
well.. quite interesting story~ (Y)

nowww.. I have a list of movie I MUST WATCHED this SUMMER~ hehehe =) *im a movie maniac sikit*

ICE AGE 3
HARRY POTTER 6
TRANSFORMERS 2
G.I.JOE
PUBLIC ENEMIES
UP

And maybe some of apa yang ada di wayang nanti.. hehhe :)
So yeahhh.. CAN't WAIT~~ HAHAHHA Xp

-"Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry...call I'm desperate for your voice"-

RANDOM~ HAHAH Xp

2009-06-08T15:57:00.002+08:00

Dear readers... YADAAA!!!!
well~ aku kan share something lahhh...

Eheemm..

Dear readers,
I don't know to those who never been in love..
but this goes to those who truly have been in love..
Have you ever thought of saying... "I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER"
have you actually..saying "FOREVER" you meant it??
i mean... foreeverrrrrrrrr~~~~
yeah.. it was now..I know we don't know the future.. things happened after this...
But..we can meant it.. by giving some effort..and never give up.. Right???
maybe..lets not add the "forever" in our "loving you" sentence shall we? We never know what future come right after this. And if we are no longer together.. all those word will hunt u down and maybe your exes is as Psycho might drag this issue down. =) *blaaah*

ok..is that the issue I want to share?? Naah~~ aku random saja banarnya.. =)

So this is the one..

I have this feeling..
my heart keep pounding like....im in a rush thing..
I feel naucious.. I feel blaaaahh~ I feel uurggghh..
I feel...i-really-dunnoe-what-word-to-use...
maybe because.. I found someone... someone who REALLY SACRIFICE THINGS for me.. *instead of my mom*
its a guy..yeah.. maybe Im in love????
now this feeling keeps bother me..
after all what happened for the past few months..
this is the point that I started to realised..things have changed...
I think...I really in love with that person... can't deny it... this is my thought..
maybe yatah urg cakap ni.. "awal awal ganya tu.. cua tah tunggu 6 months kahh setaun kah.. setaun stangah kah.. then baru kau sadar who that person really was and how he treat u that time..?"
how many months have passed???
I know this person quite well..
He is just TOO NICE... and CARING...
let me asked you.. How many guys out there would SHOP things for his mother's bday present OWN HIS OWN?? *nda mbawa any other girls or sisters beside you? doesnt need dorg punya help*
he did that alone....his own self... shopping cam bini2..
How many guys out there... COOK for his own FAMILY and FRIENDS??? *without the cook book and helpers.. and it taste good?*
How many guys out there...truly actually loves Gardening??? esp. loves ORCHID very much...?? *I even dislike gardening*
and YOU GUYS do realised that.. you think im fall in LOVE with PUNDAN kahh?
NOOOO~ HE is STRAIGHT!!! TOTALLY.!!
and I believe that some kamu might say "tipunya kau tu zai.. ea saja tunjuk sensitif cematu.. padahal nada tu..".. well I see it with my own eyes.. so yeah.. kedapatan lah ulih ku.. hahah XP
anywaysss.. different guys have different ways to show his caring side..or being Mr.Nice guy. =)
this is how he show him self being Mr.nice guy ah...
Hahaha..
see.. I knew him that well...
So why not.. nda salah ku fall for him??
things changed.. life move on...
I know there is one THING that doesn't have in him yet....
but
what happened in the future.. insyaAllah dengan izinNya Allah S.w.t..semua di sekelilingnya dapat menerimanya dengan hati terbuka.... Amin..

Ok.. case closed.. aku kan being random ja ni... haha

Now.. I haven't had that phone call..
AWWWUUU..
batah kan...
my results is C-C-U.. blaaahh... Xp
batah ku nunggu.. balik2 ku recaj credit ku.. but not now..
now abis tia credit ku ah.. Heheheheh =)

Yesterday was rough day~ HAHAH
only those who have Facebook did read my "what's on my mind" box...
Hahaha.. thanks for that.. NINJA SELAYUN..
it was a rough day kali ahhh... dengan baju Fesyen yg EXPENSIVE.. *hint hint.. original batik*
gilaaaa~ that is one experience.. sungguh gagah nya aku..
But what can I do.. everyone back at home at Night..
inda kan ku tunggu kali? hahahah Xp
mun masa atu.. ada baju sukan wa lakat bejamur.. sudah ku changed tapuk2...and go for a jog.. Grrr~ HAHa
ok stop it.. itu sudah jadi kenangan.. HAHAH Xp

nahh.. 4:39pm.. mcm inda hujan saja luar atu...
nyeeehh....

-random.. random... aku jatuh cinta.. sungguh random topic-

INVITATION INVITATION!!!!!

2009-06-08T10:29:00.002+08:00

Dear..fellow friends.. to whom it may concern... =)
Esp. those JRS and some of the ex 5 Efisien 2006.

There will be another GATHERING FOR THIS JUNE.
Time: Afternoon till night (sembahyang Maghrib Berjemaah as planned)
Date: Tuesday, 16/06/2009
Venue: Feeza's Crib at Jerudong
Theme: Western Style

So for those yang kan datang...
seangkat angkat hati mbawa food masing masing.. yang berkatian dengan Theme nya.. :)

haven't text u guys up.. pasal lately.. Im outta of credits..
grrr.. sasak ku abis credit tia ganya ni~~ Luan banyak bah kan d call.. bukan lagi d msg tu.. MWAHAHAH Xp

I WANNA CRY!!!!

2009-06-03T22:32:00.002+08:00

ok.. I smell the MONEY THING!!! awwuu.. sudah~~
and bayar itu bayar ini bayar itu..
BACK to beberapa puluh saja.. =)

and tadi. THANKS to MY FRIENDS.. Hadie Dannie Fye Ayu and Nazmi for dangani lyat wayang.. =)
I really buang STRESS BY LAUGHING and MAKING FUN OF KAMU~ hehe.
BTW NAZMI~~ Awwwuu.. nama tumbuhan atu is "duit duit" bah.. kau cek buku lower primary!!!! *zirah kau ingat ni masa tani ST Andrews, cigu Sains i-don't-remember-sapa bawa tani ke pokok dakat urg main guli atu and show that it is a plant called duit duit?*

okiesss... IT WAS FUN!!!
Lyat moviess d EMPIRE, ceta MONSTER Vs. ALIENS!!! *u guys should watch*
HILARIOUS urg blakang tani that bini bini berabis ketawa sampai kluar cakapnya.. "Bu*** kali ceta ani!!! HAHAHAH" sounds like that..
then we went to PANTAI EMPIRE.. just to kill our boredom...
and then went to Bukit shah bandar sal ada urg mau AYING PIASAU!! WAHAHAH Xp
and then went to Tutuong ke BUKIT PANGGAL.. antar FYE balik..
went to send AYU DANNIE and HADIE balik..
and I OFF TO MY WORK!!

sorry guys..inda makan d any restaurant...
limited time~~ Wheeee~

So...after all things happened.. Im glad aku inda KUSUT!!!

BUT THINGS CHANGED!!!!

I BACK TO mY KUSUT THING
not BECAUSE OF HECAS!!! I REAPEAT!!! NOT HECAS THING!!!!

New thing came up..
and I was like...
I am being a middle person..
I FEEL WANNA CRY..
at this point.. me.. MYSELF.... I...aku seriously....inda tau apa apa~~
aku just... ENTAH IH!!
aku inda tau kenapa.... PFFT!!
I NEED THINGS THAT CALM ME DOWN!!!! Pleaseeeeeee ='(

-Hati ku terguris dengan kata kata kamu.. Kamu inda paham perasan ku.. aku berdiam diri ja bah.. KAMU NDA PAHAM!!! -

Siggghh.. another peribahasa to used?

2009-06-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

still Im in the EMO mood.. blaaahh!! blaaahh!!!

It was a rough day today~~ Yakahh???
Bangun awal.. just wait fot the hecas.. inda ada juaaa
and then.. I am jobless.. pastu I called si Amoi sekajap.. and then we talked..but aku inda puas ati... STILL!!!!
After I went Blogging.. for sekajap saja...
I go for buat kraja..the student having thier test.. *and i think I pick out the hardest question due to fikiran sudah celaru ini*
and then.. typing people name in my MSN nick..apparently... SOME OF THEM INDA NAGUR LANGSUNG!!! HOW DARE KAMU!!! *coz someone afraid of me being buat status ku away*
THATS MY POINT!! AKU MAU KAMU YG TAGUR!! Okiess..

and then.. YES!!!
THIS IS THE BEST PART WHERE I GET.... pffffttt!!
Aming bawa LUNCh..her treat... and she want me to pick her up at office.. but mama bilang..keta tu inda beroadtax, jgn tah dulu... bah.. i text her..
then on second thought... sian jua si Aming ah.. so I decided to dgni kedia lunch.. i text her..
and turns out.. ea inda jadi..ea cakap.. jgn tah...next time saja...
and Im so DOWN~~
Okiess.. urang atu nada patang di rumah.. coz that person have own everyday routine sudah.. DON'T DISTURB THE AFTERNOON ACTIVITY!!!
yeahh.. so next week.. I have no afternoon activity.. THANK YOU.. =)
well.. So I decided to got to another friend.... yang ampir ampir..
and her mom Answered the call and said "Jalannnn yaaa~" I was surprised by that person JALAN.. MWAHAHAH XP..
okk.. Im SO DOWN SUDAH...
EMOING.. PANTAI.. and SHOOOT!!! It wasn't a GOOD DAY!!!!
so yeah after photocopy-ing.. Pergi ke tempat kerja lahh~~~
andddd.. IT WAS LOCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN IT!!!!
It was 530pm sudahhh.... and I just NO WHERE TO GO.. and IM BROKE!!!
So decided to AMBUSHED a guy friend house..
AND HE BARU BANGUN TIDUR!!!
katakan lah aku SELFISH!! but I DON'T CARE!!!
and I DROVE si PRADO sampai WATCH URG MAIN BULA DI BUKIT EMAS!!!
Yes!!
WHEN I NEED GIRL FRIENDS..somehow they are NOT there!!!!!
so GUY FRIENDS are always be there!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE MY AMBUSH THING~~ but
I HATE MY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So tomoro.. loads of my friends can't make it..
SO~ I decided to cancel it..and maybe...you-know-what-zaila-gonna-do..

-Zaila's terasa Bagai Kaca terhempas ke Batu. She don't know why, She can't mengusut at her bam bam, coz he have need to prepare himself for tomorrow. and MENGUSUT ARAH KAMU? Jgn tah kali ihhh~~ She soorryy don't text her at the moment.. NO~ NO~ NO~ not a good idea.. UNLESS Hecas thing came UP!!! Thank you~-

JANJI MELAYU TAH BANAR IH~

2009-06-02T16:02:00.002+08:00

soo.. we all pernah dengar about Janji Melayu..
it means lambat or nya kitani Betabiat...

Okieess..
Aku sudah naik kepala ni masa ani..
Im just baru baik.. but now.. pusing ya..pusing~~
and I have bnyk kerja.. and Next week BUSY lagi??? Perhaps?? I think :)

Okiesss..
3 things make me sakit pala menunggu..
HECAS, GAJI and SCHOOL MAGAZINE!!!
ihh janji inda belurus ani bahh~~
Yatah yang ku malas melayang ni perkara sedimikian..

For Hecas thing..
Dah tau 31st atu cuti Hari Jadi Askar.. Jgn dih d janjihi bahh... I mean...
this is the word that they used ah..
Notifications of application outcomes will bereleased by 31st May 2009.
why can't they just used the word.. may be? al least in melayu brunei..nya mangkali ah..
ani will atu ertinya akan.. na ja?
OKIESS!! IM NOT ENGLISH TEACHER!!!
SUDAH TAH SUDAH!!! KU PAHAM MAKSUD MU~~ *apakan?*

and then GAJIAN...
Pfftt.. Sepatutnya aku kluar gaji sudah ni~ *sasak ku ih*
I have bnyk PAYMENT.. kereta lah..bill aying lah.. bill karan.. barang dapur.. NOOOOOTTTTTT!!!
inda.. aku ada bnyk plan for this June.... *sigh*
KAPIH KU IH!! BROKE! IM BROKE!!! MWAHAHAHAH XP

pastu.. SCHOOL MAGAZINE..
lagi satu janji MELAYU~
at first cakap early APRIL..
and then notis d tampal and saind END OF MAY~
andi JUNE sudah~ waaaddduuhh~~ pusing ini.. pusinnggg~
I just an't wait to see MY FACE INDA ADA DI SANA~ HAHAHAH Xp

make it FOUR THINGS lah..
one more thing is... I JUST CANT WAIT TO MAKE A NEW A SCHEDULE!!!
without Gaji and Hecas.. everything STUCK LIKE THAT!!!
I cannot MOVE ON.. I cannot STEP BACK!!!!

-Zaila in her moment.. where she need to bawa si Prado Jalan Jalan.. and Ngabisi Minyak nya.. and on her way.. mangkali..di tuju ke pantai.. EMO SORANG SORANG... Sebabnya masa ani tempat yang malar d ambush nya sudah ada activiti ptg *apa jua diri ani..Habis Madu Speah Di Buang* Apa macam? (I know someone yg terasa akan rasa guilty..and aku suka buat kau catu!!! MWAHAHAH Xp Its FUN BEING SACARSTIC in PERIBAHASA!!)-

1...2...3...4....perkara? ye ke?

2009-05-30T00:51:00.003+08:00

tonight is.. SATURDAY..
err I mean its morning lahh.. 5 minutes to 1am.. hehe Xp

first of all..
I would like to congrates to AMOI!!!!!!!

CONGRATULATIONS BABE!!!!!!

For all her effort.. and those VOTERS who seikhlas hati memvote kedia punya SCULPTURE..
*recall back the sculpture paling basar ah*

CONGRATES FOR BEING in TOP 3!!!!!!

*hint hint.. bagi aku kek batik lagi babe?*

Then second is that...
My busy ani.. inda lagi berapa busy maybeee... seminggu ja lagi ni..
pastu inda tah ku seberapa sibuk... =)
and plus... I CAN'T WAIT TO SMELL THE EARN I MADE!!! Wohhooo!!!! =)

and my condition right now.. Im not feeling very well..
eversince the cousin's wedding... and plus busy week...
dan... CLOUDLESS DAY!!!! plus musim SUMMER ni mun urang puteh... HANGAT~~
I get this TONSILS, severe HEADACHES, and i think I'll get MIGRAIN *choooiii* coz lately aku kesilauan light sudah... *pfft*
but hopefully.. JAUH PALIS DARI SWINE FLU!!! and I'm GETTING BETTER!!!! yadaaa!!!

The third thing...
HECAS results will be soon..
OBVIOUSLY kalau inda EXACTLY 31st MAY ani...
the RESULTS WILL BE NEXT WEEK!! *early of june lah*
So I doakan kamu dapat apa yang kamu inginkan.. and I also pray for my self hopefully I get what I want...
For the past days I know me and Amoii been talking about this Hecas thing.. about "what-if-possibility"
So now.. I am trying to think RATIONAL ni.. I am trying to think POSITIVE..
and there is such thing as the word "REDHA" that I need to faced in the future..... *sighh*
But anyways..
I WISH ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE YANG AIMING FOR WHAT THEY WANT!!! *chaiioo!!!*

and the last thing... ermm maybe not the least...
tadi.. I read balik balik... blog post of my friend... *mau aku mention nama mu?*
It just somehow opened my eyes to something that I don't understand dulu kala...
and It just give me an inspiration of what I'm dealing with right now..
What I faced, what is near to me....
Opened my eyes.. Opened my mind... Opened my heart.. to understanding something... :)
Sometimes when you read balik balik...
maybe at first glance.. ada tia main scroll scroll ihh.. *ni tak baik tau*
Ok! I did that..I admit!! It just that because.. I have no time to concentrate bah..
Inda jua siuk membaca in a rush kan.. U must FEEL it...
SO this night..i mean..early morning *ku inda dapat tidur* I read it balik balik...
I think its better u get to read it alone and nada urang mengacau..
I think I get the best time kali ni.. since inda ngantuk..and I am alone tadi... =)
and the best thing happened to me is... when it Opened my eyes.. te flashed back what I have done dulu kala.. *it means..ada something yang hit the point of ur past life*
Hopefully, when u read that person's blog.. I think you might or not get what I get... click here

and to that person who made the post... *kalau kamu kenal..diam saja..*
I think its better to be said Hamba Allah *if yang inda mengenali siapa dia.. Its all right..*
I just want you guys to read what he had post.. not for who is that person sebenarnya.. karang kamu judging ih...or seeking for the person past story.. HAHA XP
ok..to that person.. I hope you continue post cematu... (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y)
InsyaAllah..mana tau..yang belum mula kan tuk beriman..terbuka hatinya...
and mana tau..ada yang terbuka hatinya untuk mengenali Islam... =)

InsyaAllah..
Where there's a will..there's a way... =)

okiess.. luckily this is typing saja.. mun becakap bah..
sarut tia kali sudah ih suara ku ani.. heheh :)
Im talking alot sudah today :)
and maybe alum kan beranti talking kali ih... heheheh Xp
ok.. stop stop.. ENds here... :)

-setiap insan ada masa silamnya sendiri... kuat kan iman di dada.. InsyaAllah segala-gala nya akan d harungi dengan Redha..-

Once-upon a time.. after 2 months... Jogging...?

2009-05-28T14:39:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was my OFF DAY.. *not exactly*
actually.. due to some halangan lah.. *not me*
So it turns out to be.. AKU BURING!!!! HAHAH XD

at first I was like thinking....
"hmmm~ baik pulang ku ngayau MD ah ptg ani... ada exam maths P6 jua ni"
so at first Fye said.. "bah kemari kau..jumpa aku"
and I was "jumpa kau gnya..baik tah ku ngayau arh amoi tu ih"
haha.. so.. ptg atu.. Mom pakai car.. so cancel lahh~~

But..tidak ku sangka.. bored ku tahap yang tidak di sangkaa...
and I was chat with Amoi.. and she is definetely bored ijua... *hi-5*
and LUCKY ME.. ada CAR!!!
So we decide to go for a JOG...
tapinya Amoi inda kena suruh ke Bukit Shah Bandar..
So we just Jog round kampong nya..
and singgah sebentar arh si Dannie.. and turns out he haven't got back from exam..
*uii kul berapa? it was 445pm??*
and jog and jog and jog...
I was like sakai lahh..
ada kuyuk barking...
ada "geng jijah" lintas lintas *wink*
and then.. lyat rumah...
and macam macam adaa~~ HAHAH
sakai si Zai ahh~~ Mwahaha..
On our way back.. baru tah ada si Dannie.. HAHAH

Btw Dannie.. anak buah mu CUTE!!
haha yg damit ahh..
ea pulang iski kan jalan ikut jogging sama kami..
hahaha.. pakai slipar lagi tu.. tapi tebalik.. hahah XD
waah~~ I can't wait having the little one in our house.. except for a cat *mana kamu paham kan?* HAHAHAH XD

oowwhh bored iihh..
I should prepare my work right now..
tapinya.. my work semua d Office..
kan photocopy lagi.. prepare lagi.. *sigh*

-speechless..-

update sebentar. Ok kan?

2009-05-23T12:01:00.002+08:00

kan kata HECTIC? Should I?? Hahahah XD
kan bilang LAZY? yeke??
anywayyssss... aku LAZY ja kan blogging..
at certian point.. masa ani.. masa lapang ku telah d isi mengganti Blogging.. ehhee..
but still facebooking and MSN still on..
but now.. Jarang dah MSN.. So I go for Facebooking....stalk people kajap.. then get out from there..
hahaha.. kan?
inda batah.. inda lagi active ni Facebook ah~ HAHA LOLs.

Okiess.. This week Im not BUSY WORKING...
but but.. BUSY preparation for My Cousin's wedding =)
Its nearly A WEEK sudah ni...
TOMORROW is THE TIRING DAY~ OF COURSE!!! the BIG SANDIGN THINGY!!!
Gahh~~ so anyone yang saw me in the Jemputan besok.. owhh well.. Im not the Jemputan.. Im part of the Penyambut tetamu..
So yeah.. DO TAKE PICTURE OF ME!!! HAHAHAH *inda sia sia ku belawa lawa tu yaw*

My VOICE a bit..sarak sarak basah masa ani...
WHY??????
Pasalnya......I think 3 DAYs sudah kami KARAOKE like CRAZY~~
Hahaha.. THE FUN SONG was the CARI JODOH by the Wali BAnd. (Y)
COOL Gila kali.. IT WAS FUN!! even the BRIDE's DAD nyanyi wahh....
the lyrics is like this.. I LIKE U KNOW~~
mcm merista arh indung urg.. DESPARATE!! wahahahh XD *mcm aku inda sabar kawin ah*

Apa salahku apa salah ibuku
Hidupku dirundung pilu
Tak ada yang mau dan menginginkan aku
Tuk jadi pengobat pilu
Tuk jadi penawar rindu
Tuk jadi kekasih hatiku

Timur ke barat selatan ke utara
Tak juga aku berjumpa
Dari musim duren hingga musim rambutan
Tak kunjung aku dapatkan
Tak jua aku temukan
Oh tuhan inikah cobaan....

Ibu-ibu bapak-bapak
Siapa yang punya anak
Bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku...

Pengumuman-pengumuman
Siapa yang mau bantu
Tolong aku kasihani aku
Tolong carikan diriku kekasih hatiku
Siapa yang mau....

and then Back to the OLD SCHOOL KARAOKE.. intek intek si EXSITS, EKAMANTARA, SLAM, SCAN, SPRING, SWEET O CHILD, MEGA, AMY SEARCH... hahahhaa.. Yadaaa~
ytah suara pun sarak sarak basah~~ wwweeheeee~~~ HAHAHA

and NOW.. Im watching ceta FRIENDs after inda berpuas hati of Si KRIS ALLEN manang in AMERICAN IDOL~ Peehh!!!
I DISAGREE!!! Sudahhlaaah~~~

So tonight Start again the BIG DAY.. I think.. I'll get few hour of sleeping kali ih~ HUHUHUH..

and NEXT WEEK!! FULL OF REPLACEMENT CLASS~~ yadaaa..
working hour is 4pm till 8:30pm... gaah~~
due to dorg mau HOLIDAY.. so mau REPLACE REPLACE CLASS!!!
so.. i think in TWO WEEKS before holidays and After Holidays.. aku BUSY~~
ITS OK.. AKU PUN HOLIDAY BAH!! HAHAH..
and FYI... bulan 6..another cousin's wedding.. D temburung..
GAAHH!!! BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY!!! *atu lagi inda*

nowww.. I think I am TOO HUNGRY~ huhuh..
so aku STOP here..
I call someone tadi... and and and.. MENGUSUT saja..
but hmmpph~ IM GLAD TO HEAR THAT PERSON JUST FINE.. Sehat Walafiat... *Alhamdulilah*

and OKAY~ I THINK i do much of CAPS LOCK-ing HERE!! HAHAHA *si ayu ni punya PASAL! PANATT!! LOLs*

-OFF OFF BUAT KERJA!!I LOVE YOUUUUU!!!!-

MISS THEM!!

2009-05-14T16:26:00.013+08:00

entah.. I started to have the feeling.. I miss those friend~~
Fyna ni punya pasal.. HAHA Xp
ada kah ea buka buku Magazine skulah atu.. HAHA
So yeah.. i started thinking about my friends.. D manakan mereka berada...
except for those yg rajin FB-ing.. HAHAHA

mari kita mengimbas kemabli zaman yang ada..
well~ I start with 2005..sal sebelum atu.. Mubail and Camera alum ada yg terdapat.. HAHA Xp
Alum changgih ni~ Weehee~~

2005

2006

2007

2008

2009

-when I miss you.. kamu miss aku...? *sorry if nada gmbr kamu..* BUT I DO MISS ALL MY FRIENDS!!!-

SWINE? HOG? PIG? HAHAH XP

2009-05-10T22:09:00.002+08:00

okiess.. another request of update..
What issue masa ani?
SWINE FLU? H1N1 Virusss?
And we go... APAKAN TU?????????????

Okiess.. do you think Im gona update things like this?
ahhaha I rather update sal siDaughtry lagunya No Surprise!! HAHa XP
awu bah..awu bah..
sikit info ja bah mengenai Swine Flu..

Bah aku ada tnya.. "Apakan Swine flu ani?"
then my sister said "Selisma Khinzir"
then I said.. "ahhh Slisma Babi ni.. ihh napa dorg inda lagau Slisma Babi.. Babi tah banarr"
skali my sister cakap "Inda jua lawa tu Babi ahh... Babi..Babi.. bida jua tu"
my mom nyampuk "ytah Khinzir atu lebih bisai di sebut..gpun ianya bahasa arab"
and my mind goes...apa kena mengena sebutan lawa..among spesis binatang yg sama.. and bahasa arab? hmmmm~ hahah XP

Ok. inda kena mengena kann? haha
Alum apa apa ihh..

SWINE FLU ani..
is actually come from Khinzir lahh.. hahahahha Xp
Lol..
So yeah.. and as I read today's newspaper..
mereka bilang.... this swine flu is originally come form MEXICO...
and they beliefs that the first person who spread this is a little 4 years old boy yg bermain bersama khinzir nya.. lalalalalalala~
SO yeah.. i remember that my sister bilang..
this swine flu is easily affected as
Swine flu+bird flu+human flu=tadaaa!!!!
Another ingredients to upgrade the world health techonology.. *skati ku aah*

ANywaysss
aku inda tau berapa tentang this Swine flu..
aku ni main dgr cakap urg.. and read today's newspaper..
but Kes ku malas menaip....
ytah mcm brief saja.. haha Xp
Malas Malas..

Nahhh.. aku watching TV..
I haven't got any ilham.. huhuhuhuh..
darn it!!

-bam bam.. where are you kan?-

Brief update? Gaahhh!!

2009-05-10T21:16:00.004+08:00

Okiesss.. Update Update!!!
My friends bugging me.. haha *LOL* I mean.. keep on minta update?
Apa kan d updatekan ahh??
mun mau truly update of me.. baik tah MSN!! HAHA *mentel jua bunyi mu zai?*
hahaha ok ok..

This week Happening??
apa yang happen..??
aku almost everyday spending my 2 hours working =)

MONDAY
Got that darn ITB interview~ but thank GOD I meet someone there..just to make me happy and cheer me up.. =)
and 2 hours working with 2 innocent kids.. ahaha Xp

TUESDAY
I am just sit back at home and do nothing..akhir bangun I guess??? Huhuhuhu
and spend again 2 hours working with 4 crazy kids and 1-I-can't-even-hear-her-voice! HAahahah XD
Went to pasar malam.. weheee.. mbali Burgeeerrr!!! hahah XD *tais liur*
and feel so stress up d kala malam menjelma... haha Xp

WEDNESDAY
So Stress OUT!!!
Went out with Nipan Dannie and Amoiii *last minute*
and Hadie sombong! Wahaha XP
We went to Empire watch WOLVERINE!!! haha (Y) SIIUUUKKKK!!!!

*suka ku ih si Zero ahh.. si pelakon Korea atu.. haha*

and went to the empire beaches... I get flirted by the ABG BUGEE si Amoii!! hahaha Xp *LOL* orr aku yg flirt?? HAHAHA
having makan at Ayamku Sengkurong.... lalalalalalala~~
and spend 2 hours again working with my sporting understanding fella~ haha XP

THURSDAY
Went to MD with Ayu =)
WTH? Skajap Talk nya ah~~
and I get gossip with Ayu for a while.. haha Xp
I met Amoii, Nazmi, Gmah, Dilah, Azie, Muy, Naddy, Zaty.. dan bnykkkk laagggii~~ huhu
tapi yang pasti..ku jumpa dorg2 d admin.. ahha Xp
Gossiping with Ayu.. :)
and then night.. I spend 2 hours with the samseng kids~~ hehe :)
baru ya samseng... hahahah

FRIDAY
Owhh yeah..its the day.. AKU OFF DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah YEHAAA!!
NOTTTTT!!!!
My sister bawa ku jalan.. tgh hari till 6pm...
darn itt.. and all the way bejalan.. I haven't eaten.. Grrrr~~
back home..feeling down.. and paksa masak indomee sendiri... heheh :)
and plus got this phone call.. arrgghh!!!!

SATURDAY
Nothing to do... but tdur kul 4 pagi.. hahhaah then at 9am baru bangun.. HAHA
Just get to lepak with Amoi's..skajap jadi tah..
but haven't release segala galanya.. huhuuh
and then Too-Belawa-Lawa.. Hahahah.. waddduuhh~~

*for the first time begaya cemani*

having dinner d empire..
Just to have dinner with the beloved mom..

*eseh mama I ahh.. posing lagi...*

take your time and appreaciate your mother!!!

SUNDAY
breakfast di Amanah Harith
drive to work.. grrr.. hujan labat sekali begitu mengejut..and IM LATE!!! huhuhuh
and then..im just working with 4 crazy kidss~ hahaha Xp LOL..
mengapa kamu anii???
and then..go out dating with si Aming..
Rindu ku kedia..
but since aku sasak sal someone atu.. so inda jadi lah jalan ke mana mana.. kan ming?? grrr~~
ngaleh ja tani berpusinggg.. grrr~~ Xp
Nda pasal pasal ku urat askar d empire tadi~~ Arrghh!!!

and now.. I am typing my boringness update ahh~~
Huhuhuhuhu

and as for the record...
its been a week I belum makan RICE!!!!
Woohhoo!!!

and plus..
TO ABD WALIYUDDIN YAHYA... :)
Happy birthday Isukk :)
Saja yaww... janji kau baca ini~~

-aarrgghh!! Where are you when I do need you!!!-

VOTE FOR THIS!! (Y)

2009-05-03T14:41:00.004+08:00

Okiess.. on my half of my dearest friend.. AMOIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Congratulations for masuk TOP 15!!! Yeeaaayyy!!!! *clap clap*
On her effort of seeking easi card.. and kami se-rakan JRs sudi menghulurkan bantuan.
and maybe.. reach 1000++ sudah kali ih easi card mu ahh.. mun jual sekaping sepuluh sen bah.. ada jua untungnya..
anyywwwaayss.. apa kan yang kan ku cakapi ani..

For her, aku sanggup PROMOTE kan in my BLOG!!!
kita kan kawann~~ *kirai kirai*

VOTE FOR
Type ES1 and send to 8885555
seikhlas hati.. X)

I vote for this pasal.. hearing her story.. *sediakan tissue ahh*
Pasal satu..obviously ea kawan ku.. =)
dua.. she put loads of effort in ea punya sculpture ani..and ada inda betdur ani ahh.. *well..that is what jobless people do.. haha* One week right u make this?? sampai dateline nya.. haha
and and...her sculpture ani is the BIGGEST SCULPTURE amongest all of the competition.. serriioousssllyyy~~

So yeah.. UNDI LAH DENGAN SEIKHLAS HATI AWDA... =)

If mau liat..
Go to Gadong Properties..arh DST ahh.. lyat all the sculptures ada tu..

Psstt..Yasir and Hadie..and those yg ada Camera basar atu..
aga tah begambar gambar d sana.. =)

-may luck be with kamu~-

NEWS at... ermmm.. ??

2009-04-30T11:32:00.002+08:00

Issues Brunei di Landa Musim Kemarau..
Read Yesterday newspaper?
Let me update kamu..

Elakkan terlalu terdedah matahari terik

Oleh Imelda Farrah Zohre HA dan James Kon

BANDAR SERI BEGAWAN, Selasa - Berikutan keadaan perubahan cuaca yang panas pada masa ini, Kementerian Kesihatan mengingatkan orang ramai supaya melindungi diri daripada dedahan cahaya matahari yang berlebihan.

Kementerian dalam kenyataannya hari ini berkata pendedahan kepada cahaya matahari yang berlebihan boleh memudaratkan kesihatan.

Sehubungan itu kementerian menasihatkan orang ramai supaya mengambil langkah perlu bagi mengurangkan pendedahan berlebihan kepada cahaya matahari seperti meminum air yang banyak terutama ketika bersenam bagi mengelakkan kekurangan air di badan (penyahhidratan).

Selain itu orang ramai juga dinasihatkan supaya mengelak daripada pendedahan kepada cahaya matahari secara langsung dan menggunakan topi, payung atau losen pelindung sinaran matahari apabila berada di luar pada waktu siang.

Kementerian Kesihatan akan sentiasa memantau keadaan di seluruh negara melalui pusat kesihatan dan juga hospital di seluruh negara, tambah kenyataan.

Sementara itu puntung rokok yang dicampak oleh pemandu kereta dipercayai menyebabkan kebakaran besar belukar yang memusnahkan empat hektar kawasan hijau di Lebuh raya Muara-Tutong petang hari ini.

Cuaca panas dan kering yang melanda Brunei pada masa ini menyebabkan rumput kering dan memudahkannya dijilat api.

Dua puluh satu anggota bomba dan penyelamat dengan dibantu dua buah jentera bergegas ke tempat kejadian bagi mengawal kebakaran yang menjejaskan jarak penglihatan pengguna lebuh raya hingga memaksa polis turut mengawal keadaan.

Well..It just make me lazy doing anything..
Kan bejalan malas...
Kan jogging malas...
Kan doing the chores atu pun malas.. *malas menjamur*
It was hot outside.menyucuk ke kulit wa..It feel like I can hear the cracking sound while it burns.. hahah exaggerating aku ahh.. ahha XP
but seriously.. kalau ku menjamur..I have to put the towel on my head.. and then merungut about the cuaca... hahaha.. Xp
So basically, due to the weather outside atu.. I become more lazier than ever..
and currently I am FAT!! GAIN like 2 or 3 kg.. *pffft*

Recently I went to the beach.. =)
and 630pm masih ada matahari...
silau menyilau ihh... at 6 atu pun masih panas.. and aku merungut with the person im going out atu.. ahhaha.. tau sudah panas ah.. mau lagi ke pantai.. Hahahha XD
So yeah.. now.. in the news article atu ada mention about perlindungan matahari..
to girls.. jgn susah hati.. pakai ja tudung atu.. hahaha terlindung banar dari matahari tu.. (Y) weeheee.. kalau rasa kusut makai tudung atu.. pakailah tudung ekin! Hehehhe XD *promotion aku ah*

So yeah.. this season in Brunei is MUSIM KEMARAU!! and that one day.. the temperature hits 38 Degrees wahh.. My mom call me and said.. "laii pasang aicond d bilik tamu, bilik tempat lyat tv..dan bilik mama ahh" hahah and then when she sampai d rumah... She merungut berabis.. haha Xp
But then..everyone get to sleep in this afternoon..gila.. tidur in the afternoon di kala be-aircond ani.. hahah Nyammmaaann~~ (Y) it was like sleeping masa malam... owhh wait? did I sleep malam? NOOO~~ I sleep awal pagi.. haha Xp yeahh.. Due to always tdur ptg.. I haven't had a good night sleep for a while..coz my current bedtime is 3am..paling awal os 1:30am lahh.. =)

So why not we be patient skajap ja..
inda batah hujan ni.. in few days ani.. coz its been to hot outside..
and the process of evaporation takes place everyday..
and if u see outside atu cloudy sudah..in these few days hujan tu..
Okiess...don't make me kluarkan ilmu ilmu alam ku ani.. Its was hard explaing about Atmosphere topic which I dislike the most..
and why Im talking about this again?? Arrgghh!! *apakan?*

Okiess..let me stop here..
Im talking crap sudah ni di sini ani.. hmmppphhh~~~
maybe Im hungry.. lets search for food... nyuummyy nyuummyy... *zailaaa u gain another weight ni...*

-kick that person keep calling me Si LABUT!!!! Mwahahahah =D-

BERAS LAILA

2009-04-28T23:08:00.003+08:00

Okiess.. CONGRATULATIONs to Ka Mardiah
*pictures?* malas ku..
yg penting she came up with the name of Beras Laila.. =)

Nah nah..

Baca ni..

Woman behind 'Beras Laila' name

By Edwin Eng

'Beras Laila' will now be synonymous with the country's rice production as it was the name chosen for the local variety of rice that will be planted in a large scale.

The Ministry of Industry and Primary Resources' Department of Agriculture opened up the competition in March to name a new variety of rice, which at that time was only called Brunei Darussalam Rice One.

The winner is Mardiah Hj Ramli, currently working as a History Officer at the Services Department of the Brunei Historical Centre.

Mardiah in an interview yesterday told the Bulletin that she got the idea after reading through Brunei's History, His Majesty's titahs and also from the classical Malay poetry (syair) by Al-Marhum Begawan Sultan.

She was shocked to find that she was the winner but at the same time was also happy to know that her idea is being used for something significant towards the country's development.

Asked to explain the meaning of 'Laila', she said that it means honest, content and peaceful. The word was used in His Majesty titah during his Coronation on October 5, 1967, she added.

These things got her interested on the word and soon started her research on it and ended up coming up with the name 'Beras Laila'.

and Im DONE!! haha
*kes malas blogging*

-Beras Laila? Beras Zaila? Tak jauh bezanyaa~~-

BBQ-ing at HADIE's on Sunday 19th April 2009

2009-04-23T12:38:00.003+08:00

Okieesss some picture... sikit saja.. malas ku upload...

Salai~~ tapi hanguuuss~~ HAHAH Xp

I like c Fye punya Expression... mana ya dapat? From that Utopia?? HAHA Xp

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY HADIE!!! HEHEHEH SURPRISE!!! XP

And thanks to those yang coming.. :) LOVE KAMU SEMUA!!!
WE ALL HAVE A BLAST!!!!

THE LADIES: ZaiLa, Amoiiii, Aming, Syar, Syamsiah, Fye, Suraya *ih 7 urg je?*
THE GUYS: Nipan, Dannie, Wan, Helmi, Krul, BroBear, Isa, adi si Isa, And kawan si Aming.. :) *lupa ku namanya*, Hadie*tuan rumah*
NOT IN THE PICTURE: Ejul *awal balik*, FISHY and ADIB *aher dtg*

So... Tho inda seberapa ramai during Ambuyating but at least.. IT WAS FUN!!!!! HAHAH Xp

So yg Bulan 5 punya Gather... I haven't tot...
Maybe........... entah.. nanti tah ku mikir..

lets recall dulu our gathering.....shall we???

November 2008: Aming's Crib
December 2008: nada??? yakah?? hmmm.....
January 2009: BBQ-ing d Pantai
February 2009: Nipan's Bday d Sutu Rindu
March 2009: Emi's crib
April 2009: Hadie's Crib

So NEXT???? hmmmm...........

-sedang sedang...bersendirian...-

few updates.. heheh

2009-04-22T14:24:00.004+08:00

It's been a while aku inda blogging.. yeah.. I am VERY THE BUSY WOMAN sudah... gaaahhh!!!
Masa ani, I just go doing some works..and think of it! Malas ku sibuk sibuk kan lain bah..
coz, If Im too buzy body about something else. and kadang kadang I am thinking of SCHOLARSHIP!!!
Ih mati eyh!!! Heard orang MOE still doing phone call about that Sijil Sijil ah~~~ Battaaaahhh!!!!!
Bila tah call for INTERVIEW?? I CAN't WAIT!!!
See nah!! Blogging makes me think of it jua.. peeehh~~

bah tujar topic! tukar!!!

SUNDAY, 19/04/2009
Zaila's 19 years and 4 months birthday... *antam..*
owwhh well..

I was in Temburung District ni.. it's my first cousin's engagement day..
Well.. I am Quite HAPPY.. BERABIS..
coz ani family sebelah my mom side...
So.. kami cousin's cousins.. yg first cousins ani..(17 se-cousin) belum ada yang Kawin..we all still belum ada ikatan wif our own couple lah....
So I am happy that my cousin sudah memulakan langkah... Weheee!!!

Okiess.. siapa kah cousin's ku itu??

CONGRATULATIONS
to
EMELDA binti P.RAMLEE
a.k.a Gullie

the lady in the middle makan buah tampoi.. hahaha

and..the past days 3 hari ku d temburung.. ani nah kids yg ceria kan aku..
hehehe... the one yg berbaju orange.. heheh X)
His name is Syahmi... hehehehhe CUTE kan..
He look like Teletebis... yg si Po ah.. Cutee banaaarr!!
and yg pakai baju merah atu, si hafiz I think namanya..
this kid, if rasanya kamu mau kurus.. uyung saja kanak kanak ani.. He only teranah for 3 seconds, pastu tejalan jalan tia...
paling teranah kalau tidur saja bah.. Hahha Xp

Seeee... how cute Syahmi was.. and and... yg calinya ah..
Babahnya Kedayan Hantap!!!
Mamanya Pure Brunei ih..
tapi si Syahmi ani.. Urg Puteh!!! ahahhaha

See this video... cute ih telatah nya..
and plus.. he is just 4 years old kali..inda salah ku..
and he is so get it how to use the camera phone...

Okiess.. during the time you watching this..
Awal sekali he is shouting.. "againn!! agaaain!! aggaaaiinn!!" and then kena grab uleh my cousin atu...
pastu masa ea mengambar.. he said "take picture... pictureee.. pictureeee"
hahah adoroble ih.. Cute ih~~ Mbari gigitan banarrr~~

Soon after ku the event..
aku balik lah ke bandar...
coz.. I have another event..

BBQ-ing at Hadie's house.. Heheheh XP
Pictures nya alum ada..
but it is another SUCCESSFUL EVENT!!
and merasa tah ua dorg karipap cheese ku!! Yeehaa!!!
Surprisee!!

and btw..
Sunday kan?
Happy birthday Ira..!!

-what bam bam? minta kana kick??-

NAMES NAMES NAMES

2009-04-16T14:11:00.002+08:00

I am bored.. so I am blogging hopping..hop hop stalking blog...
click click click..
and then.. I saw this in one of my friend's blog.. so I decided to asi asi mau takan jua lah..
heeeelllooooo~I'm bored lah~~ ahhaha
so click this... ---www.rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen

ZAILA

What Your Name Means?
You have no life but end up with a millionaire *I AM NO LIFE!! TAPI AKU KAYA!! WAHAHAH*

Your Real Japanese Name?
Mizushima(water island) Miharu(beautiful clear sky)

Harry Potter Name?
Gabrielle

The Very British Name?
Amelia Callaghan *i like like it*

Dragon Name
Atma the Bringer-of-flames (silver dragon) *wweheee..cool*

The "if your name was an Emo Song" Name
Kill my paranoia because I love you..

What your friends would really like to call you?
Grail

The Damned Hippie Name
Oceania Mariana

What's your Fairy Name
Marigold twinkly petal *mcm minuman kutak*

The Fluffy Kitten Name
Samantha Perrywinkle *hahah nada ucing ku pajang catu namanya.. haha*

The Mafia Name
Camilla Sciliano *i bet I am a German mafia I guess?*

The SuperHero Name
Lady silver

The Vampire Name
Alexandria (Defender)

The Emo Band Name
Metal Head Vanilla Application

The Eygptian Name
Akila(interllegent)

Russian Name
Tatiana Vasilev

Werewolf Name
Adolph Faolan

Dark Elf Name
Zaida Malvae

Secert Ninja Name
Rattlesnake the naughty ninja *ssss..ssss..ssss.. haha weehee~*

The scene name
Dahlia Annihilation

The pirate name
Tara reid

Rejecter Disney Channel Characters Name
Marijuanna Obliterater of Villages *aatu banaa.kana reject ku nyantaaa*

The gothic name
Angel of Death

hahah atu gnya yg ku click click kan mbuat.. haha
bosan jua udah aku atu.. HAHAH Xp

-bosan bosann bosaaan-

FAZLEY- BILA APRIL.... =)

2009-04-14T12:43:00.002+08:00

Bila april tiba...hati mula berkata
Setahun lamanya...perkenalan kita
Ku tanya padamu...kapankah hatimu
Akan kumiliki...selama abadi
Di april yang itu kau katakan padaku
Sabarlah menanti takkan lama lagi
Kau senyum bermakna padaku kau pinta
Berikanlah oh waktu kenalilah dirimu....

Bila..bila april
Aku menantimu...aku menantimu...
Dan bila april
Bila april...
Dapat ku pastikan cinta ku ini
Dan bila....
Bila april
Bibirku pasti akan bertanya
Kapankah kau milikku

Bila april tiba hati mula berkata
Setahun lamanya perkenalan kita
Ku tanya padamu kapankah hatimu
Akan kumiliki selama abadi
Di april yang itu kau katakan padaku
Sabarlah menanti takkan lama lagi
Kau senyum bermakna padaku kau pinta
Berikanlah oh waktu kenalilah dirimu

Bila..bila april
Aku menantimu..aku menantimu
Dan bila april
Bila april...
Dapat ku pastikan cinta ku ini
Dan bila...
Bila april
Bibirku pasti akan bertanya
Kapankah kau milikku..

Bila bila bila april tiba
Aku menantimu
Bila april..bila april..
Cinta ini..
Bila bila bila april tiba
Aku menanti
Kapankah kau milikku
Bila..bila april
Kapankah kau jadi
Kapankah kau milikku
Bila..bila april
Kapankah kau milikku...

now APRIL...
hahah any meaning??? AHAHAHHA XP

bah off off to buat kraja..
hahhaha my blog is almost dead.
sekarang Wali paham ku sudah perasaan mu yg inda lagi teupdate blog.. hahahah Xp

-si bam bam...-

BOWLING!!!

2009-04-11T12:08:00.002+08:00

Owhhkayy..
yesterday we had a FAMLIY FUN BOWLING..

So aku main fast foward.. lazy to type.. TOO BUZY!!!
nahh enjoy~~

ermm..this is my second cousin's family.. tapi kami close close hantap.. HAHA
we are the Temburung-ians.. HAHA.. some of us lahh.. hahaha.. Xp

NAKEY FC!!! hahaha *please do not google apa erti nakey* HAHAHA

The Prizes to be win.. last minute sponsor yaww.. HAHAHA

Okiess.. the results is..

Bang G wardi *the organizer*
Fadil
bini bang G wardi
Muaz
Muiz (kawan kaka)
si WAFI kambang!!
Bang Fadhli sendiri*tetamu kehormat*
Adib.. booo~~
C bak..
Ka Mardiah *tho skill bida.. tapi strike jua bah*
Aku!! *yess I beat my siblings*
Kaka Ku
Abg ku
Ka Mai
cuzn bini bang wardi kali?
Nabil *he lose because he skipped 1 game sal akn tuition.. ahha*

Okaaayy.. kan book kami.. the Nakey FC..
mau main Futsal, Football, Netball or Bowling..

Just dial up.. 8893917
HAHAHHA.. LOL Xp *tidak benar tu yaw*

-aaahh so lazy to uploading-

MISS EMMA!!! Hahahhaa

2009-04-09T23:41:00.001+08:00

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE..
I WEAR A BLOUSE!!! HAHHAHAHA XP
SIMPLE BLOUSE~ HAHAH

GILA.. MCM KAJA OPIS AKU AH...
*caps lock ih*

-mana si bam bam ani kan?-

THE NIGHT OF NETBALL-ing

2009-04-06T23:59:00.003+08:00

SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER!!!! Hahahahhaha LOL Xp

malas sudah kan ku taip taip yawww.. huhuh..

This is yg remaining for the netball that night.. haha.. Kami pengabisan yg main.....
13 of Us actually... hehehe...
mostly yg tinggal ani is cousins cousins lah...
apa tu namanya... err NAKEY FC? entah lah.. kena suruh buat baju..buat je lahh.. Hahah

Somehow kami ani VAIN.. HAHAH XP

and ani tah kraja d locker room nya.. haha.. after Showering..
Sjaaa.. HOODIE time!!!! Heheheh XP

So yeah.. Netball every saturday night is FUN!
Siuk lah kami yg last last tinggal ani..
saja wa.. everyone are so in stress and aku pun di kala abis sudah ke-mental-an ku..
so yeah.. after main Netball.. I feel GOOD.. (Y)

-mau main netball lagi ih..-

bored.. so yeah~

2009-04-06T15:15:00.003+08:00

Ok.. I am definitely bored..
so I GOOGLED up the meaning of my name...
I type 'Meaning and Origin of Zaila"

and then banyak lah web yg connected connected..
As I pernah gtau dulu kala..
that when I googled it..
most of them tell that the name ZaiLa is come from Afirca, means Baby girl.
so inda ku putus asa...
this http://www.topuniquebabynames.com/name/15769/zaila.html

ZAILA is an unique baby girl name.

Meaning of ZAILA baby names:

Might, Power.

Origin of ZAILA baby names :

Arabic.

Suka jua ku tu~~ HAHAHHAHA!!!

I'VE GOT UNIQUE NAME!! HAHAHA.. suka I eyhh~~

-ZaiLa..aku dalam dilemma.. hahahah Xp-

Today today today

2009-04-05T15:16:00.004+08:00

okiess.. few days back then... I know riggghttttttttttttttttttttt~~ *ok that sounds..err..how to say that? hmm*
yeahh few days back then.. I sounded Mental and everything.. no worries.. I deleted the post that I have been mental much..
Hahha yeah its a bit.. Im in the pressure of girl thingy~ Hahaha *paham paham saja bah*

Now.. Im back in business!! Hahha..
Bah masa ani kami ada bejual Karipap Cheese yg belum di masak dengan harga $5(20 biji). So.. sapa yang mau membeli...text text ja I okiess.. hahaha.. =D
to Nazmi and Wali, I know in kamu punya mind "kan merasa jua ku tu ah Karipap Cheese mu ah" Hahha.. dilemma kamu..
No worries..u guys will get the chance of tasting it.. someday.. hahahha Xp

Bah..my story..
I am busy masa ani... haha.. but setiap ke-mentalan ku .. ada hikmah yaw...
mental mental.. bahagia ku yaw.. hahah *it sounds like I am totally crazy kan*
but but.. inda apa... Janji ku bahagia tanpa kekasih pun inda apa.... (Y)

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Sorry..siaran tegendala buat sementara...
Fyna texted me just because kami dua bored.. kami ke pantai tungku.. *ytah kraja kami ni*
She feel so bored and stress.. so yeah.. aku pun bosan... I asked her to pick me up.. :) *jgn heran aku belesen..Im lazy to drive*
actually mau bawa Yuny.. but Yuny can't join us....
So it was like back to old times... Me and Fyna again \m/ but we are MATURE now! Okaaayy..
So..d Pantai tungku.. The sky getting darker and darker.. tapi belum hujan..
I received text from a friend.. cakapnya d rumahnya hujan..and untill ku kena called sal inda caya pantai inda hujan ahh.. serioouusssllyy.. belum raining yawww.. HAHAHA Xp
So yeah.. we left pantai like 5:45pm..then baru tah hujan.. hahaha.. and hujan nya sungguh labattt!!!
So we went to JP..just kan mengupi.. hehehe..
masa sajuk sajuk ani siuk minum panas yawww.. :p
So yeah..sampat lagi kami main Hujan tu..
berketar-ketar lah aku..
So much news we heard.. much story which are true and be needing a confirmation..
and I even...received some news..that..I've been avoiding it..and seriously...I avoid berabis...and then dorg majal aku suruh dangar..
aahh just listen to it Zaila!!!
hahaha Xp

then...I pissed of because of perangai seorang kanak kanak.. owwwhh yeahh.. pissed of.. TOTALLY... but malas tah ku lagi kan mental ni...
baik tah ku cool down....
Ni nah masa ani..liat saja tia American Next Top Model that I know sudah sapa the winner ahh... huhuuhuhuh... :p

Bah..end here post.. hehehe :p and kan cleaning someone's hotmail.. HAHAHA...
u darls..thanks to me.. HAHAHHA Xp

and btw.. yg about Hadie's crib atu.. I know I send the Invitation like TWICE..
the first one inda be date... so I have to send another one.. haha.. sorrryy~~ *some yg ku suruh checkan just saying "Yes!its ok..send tia.." but then.. inda fully check.. dua urg lagi tu ku suruh ah.. apa lerr*
SPEND.. EASI CARD $5..
but I dun mind.. hehehe :) SO enjoy...

EVENT: BBQ-ing
VENUE: @ Hadie's Crib *I gave the address in msg sudah*
TIME: 19th April, Lapas Asar till Malam.. :)
ATTIRE: Looking Good *u might dun know what am I gonna do.. hahaha *
FOOD: if mau supply some buleh jua.. :p *after all its a gathering*

so to those yg mau join..tapi I belum text msg kamu.. please do tell me ahh.. :)
Thank u...

-missing the pieces I left here and there..puzzle puzzle puzzle-

ANNOUNCEMENT

2009-04-01T00:53:00.003+08:00

Kepada yg berkenaan....

Acara: BBQ-ing sambil lepak
Tempat: Hadie's crib
Hari dan waktu: SUNDAY, 19th April... Lapas Asar till Malam!!! kita ENJOYY!!!

Terima kasih kepada yang berkenaan...

P/s: Aku tah krg tu yg MSG kamu semua.. ada tu kang alamat nya..na usah watir.. I INVITE INVITE!!!!

-miss the scent..of somoene...i miss...-

Sunshine oh sunshine...

2009-03-30T02:04:00.004+08:00

It was 5pm.. sudah p the sun still cemani.... batah batah batah ihh kan sunset ani... Hahahha
rasa wa aku ah~~

Sometimes I feel like I'm dreaming...
Sometimes I hardly believe it is true...
But when I look to the sky
I having thought to myself of you..
this isn't a plan nor purposedly did
but right now,I'm shocked I'm here with you....
I hope that someone awake me from this dream
a dream that is.......
I'm with you.........

To the sunshine~~ :)

Hahhaa inda ku tau cemana ku kan express this gambar bahh..
but a simple words that I write a t the moment... Ok kah?? (Y)
I'm not good at it... Hahha buruk ihh~~~

So yeah I have nothing to talked about..
Except I went to JP last Saturday..
and yeah that Pirate ship punya music stuck in my head..
Hahha..
actually I went to JP just to meet my old bestie Fyna...
Since she got married I haven't met her for a while..
and yeah her baby is seriously look alike Fyna and her husband...
hahaha.. I can say "tau ku ni anak siapa ni..." by just looking at it..
It was total great fun.. and I miss the moment when we used to hang out the JP..
di sini tah bermula nya geng geng samseng menyamseng ni.. hahahah
I miss u darls..
for sure kali ani I bawa Yuny... hehee
this time let us be the TRIO back~~ The Charlies Angel, The Power puff girl, The totally spies..
that's what they call us masa high school hahaha
*ihh inda kamu rasa Cliche kah went bnyk nya kalau superhero or spies bagi the girls ani mesti tiga urg? Hahahha Xp Lol*

So yeah..
aku inda tau apa kan ku post bah masa ani..
coz I am So HAPPY and yet...pening pening..

and plus..........
my blog ani inda akan berapa active this few days..
coz I am buzy banar *kirai kirai kirai*

-I look at the sky.. Yeah... I saw that Three stars in a line!! THANK YOUUUUUU!!!-

update sebentar... hahaha

2009-03-24T03:32:00.005+08:00

Okiess.. this is during our netball tournament..
our team name Violet Netters...

and yes.. named Violet doesn't mean baju kami warna seakan akan purple kan?? hahaha *I dun know actually.. p ku suka plg tu warna papal ah*

First.. we are the REDS... Peminat Manchester and Liverpool ada nie.. :P

Then we are the err.. ORANGE? Or PEACH?? hahahah xp

WE have like...errrr...
10 or 11 or 12 teams? I dun remember ih..
and then... we lawan each team lahh~ HAHAHHAHA XP
and we are proud to join this tournament..sal kami baru baruan jua bahh.. :P
p siiiuukkk for experience...
actually this tournament is Charity for Gaza Palestine..
why not u got the talent how to play,and make it as charity.. *inda ja*

So yeah...
Our team consits of Ari, Zhaf, Saleha, Baby, Emma(Jay), Muy, Asiah, Ka cken, me, my sister and Naz... and... on more.. sapa??? sikin kahh?? :P
unfortunately masa on SUnday.. 9 out of 12 je main.. and Baby went early.. :)

mine obviously bju no. 77.. and being mistaken my name is ZAILAH.. haha buang dih letter H ah..

Nah.. this si some pictures we taken.. :P

NET 7 and VIOLET NETTERS

wif c Mea... mcm artist saja bah ea ani~~ ;p

Stargazers(1st runner up), Blunetts(winner) and Net 7(2nd runner up)

When Violet Netters..are in the V shape...
U are in our ZONEE!!! beat you beat you *sapa beat sapa kan?*

and and.. HAHAHA sapa ada d sana know how funny the umpire a.k.a reffree nya... Hahha..
she looks like a Japanese old lady yg dancing...or drummers.. with headband on her head.. Haha
ihh Jahat aku ahh.. but.. seriousslyy she is full of action.. HAHAHHAHA =D

and yess.. my leg do hurts u know..
and I even ada bruised arh my lutut coz ku teterabah~~ Hahaha Xp
now... give me a rest first.. relax kan lah my kaki.. rehat rehat..rehat..... :p

Okiess.. I am still awake..nada dgn ku chat ahh...
si Jay ani tdur udah.. and Him is busy buat kerjanya...
Nazmi mlayan tdurnya coz he is not feeling that good... and Ayu inda jua ada online ih....
SO yeah..mlayan facebook and blog je nie...

Masa ani.. i repeatedly watching ceta Stardust..and being addicted to it..

QUestion.. "WHat do Stars always do?" hahhahahaha
I remember that one of the friend asked me.. whenever I saw a star it makes me happy and she is so curious that got something something *kirai kirai*
ahhh~ ofcorz lah got something something.. kalau inda ngapa tah ku iski.. haha
it brings back memories.. heheheh :)
hanya mereka saja tau..
so yeah.. I dun mind iski iski about stars...

So answers to my QUestion..
Star Shines because it HAPPY.... hehehhe :p
when the star happy.. I pun Happy~~ Lalalalala~

and then... guess what..
Ive been eating like..geez.. non stop...??
gilaa I feel like 4kg just snap!!! naik in two days.. huhuhuhu...
gila cemana kan stop ni?? im getting FAT FAT FAT!!!
I cannot stop eating.. banartah.. I stil feel that hungry~~ uwwaaa~~~ :(

the night I can't sleep....

-Star owh star.. I love u star...I love u when u shine brightly too~-

AMBUYAT-ING OUTCOME haha bida bunyinya

2009-03-21T21:29:00.009+08:00

THE gathering was really a SUCCESS!!!
with the theme.. pakai baju kurung and cara melayu..walaupun hari sabtu.. =)
tapi nya success menggiler ih!!!!
like 20 or 21 people turn out~~~
SO LOVING IT!!!!!! =)

So rugi to those yg kena invited but couldn't come..
*bukan aku yg buat invitation..aku out of crdt tu laii*
esp. to HADI..who right now..ea sampai dah d KK after berapa jam dalam kereta..
walaupun nada Camera mu... Amoi bring camera... and it is warna ORENN!!! aku sukaa...
kami still vaining without you. *p ada kau..best lagi lah hadie*

THIS IS THE PICTURE of yg hadir for the gathering.....
kecuali Gmah and Lela.. they both are not in the pics..

THE AMBUYAT-ing.... *prepare banar kami ah..cam ada party*

CARA CARA MAKAN AMBUYAT... *peace*

as always..Type MOFDI [nama] [undian 1 3 5 atau 10]
hahahhahahahah =D
and some of us us..ada yg inda pandai makan ambuyat.. so the RUGI~~~~ *makanan brunei tu yaw*

FISHY *yg caught makai garpu...tapi eksyen ku ja..ani entah ngam tah jua ea migang garpu..*

MISS EMMA *yg taiming usulnya.. lyat tgn nya atu bah*

MR.NUH *dgn ayu ayu nya.. pheewwittt..jrg tu buuii*

c KRUL *dgn keenakkan nya kan makan ahh*

and and and... jarang ni ahh

its MR LIM!!!!!
*kina lagi makan ambuyat... ani kan kamu urg Melayu ada yg inda memandai.. hihihih*

BEANTAT BERIAN??? *actually bepanyap ni yaw*

Mcm biasa.. Type MOFDI [nama] [undian 1 3 5 atau 10]
hahhaa cam banar aku ahhh.. memajal lagi tu..

DANNIEBOY or MR.NUH

MISS EMMA *hehehe* or DANG AYIE

FYE \m/ or SNOW WHITE

FAZRIN or SYAR & AMING

and lastly....

AMOIIII!!!!
*hahahha kana kau jua ahernya*

In a MEAN TIME..
ada PEROMPAK..PENYAMUN KETA..
yg cuba break in keta c Nuh dari pintu belakang.. *panat pintu dapan bebuka*
Hhaha.. russakkk bah handle ketanya..ganas!!!

kedapatan bah sapa urg nya.... lyat saja kakinya yg bestukin ahhh..

and WINING COUPLE OF THE DAY!!!!

MR. NUH and DANG AYIE!!!
Serbaa KUNINGG YAWWW~~

So Yeah everyone have FUN~~
and and... It was very the FUN!!! haha *majal*
and rugi kamu nah inda ikut...urg join saja tiaa.....

so NEXT GATHERING~~~
this APRIL...
wil be at HADIE's CRIB..
event...BBQ-ing!!!
Ok???

-I am SO happy that the star is berkelip kelip tonight.. and bnyk bintang banarrr d langit itu.. SUKA I~~-

its me.. who I am..

2009-03-19T23:17:00.007+08:00

psst
Have you ever recall what you have did in the past?
and have you think about it again and again kalau di banding kan sekarang..
and somehow what you did atu you thankful to yourself ijua instead of blaming yourself in the mean time?
this happened at me this week...
entah.. kan kata Emo.. I am not~~
tapi mcm in the same time... full of Emotion lah aku ah.. geram ada.. jadi kenangan manis ada..

Few years ago..maybe bebelasan tahun yg lalu..
aku masih kanak kanak yaw..
talking about Love.. mana ku tau.... masih hancing........
it was Primary back then..
So if ku recall... aku ni gauk to the Max..
Unbelivable gauknya lah~~ dasyat nya urg..

I even being one of the TOMBOY kali ah... or nya urg tua.. SIGAU~
yeah I've been acting like laki laki lah.....
masa tu... ive been close with the Guys..
al-maklum.. sama bini bini.. i tend to be.. leceh-lah....
instead of kawan ku Hazirah and Ampuan Nordiyana..
my other friends is like Athir Muthi, Fahmi, Azim, Aminuddin, Brandon, Bibi Suryani, Hazimah Suhip, Sheevian
kami kmai ani yg samseng samseng ni..
we main Guli together... and then main Balloon...
siuk kali ah..
and kalau sikit ja urg main..tani main Pepsi Cola 1 2 3.. haha
and we even incited the chinese to play with us.. Hahhaa =D
that was so back then..

but sudahnya primary 6.. I moved to SR OKSB Kilanas..
and that's the time. I know what is the meaningful of Study...
During my ST.Andrews time, I never get the chances of learning English,Science and even maths or geography.. aku tau bemain saja..
Parents paid me to get to the well known school.. tapi aku waste dorg punya money...by not learning...tapi playing saja..
all I learn was History, Bahasa Melayu and Sivik..and Pelajaran AM? I think~~
I thing it was the only malay subject yg ku terror during ST.Andrews..
but after school transfer atu...
it was like very new to me...
mcm.. a new light.. a new call.. *cematulah*
and masa belajar maths atu.. I even don't know how to do bahagi bah... walhal d ST andrews ada belajar udah... p aku inda pernah antar kraja ku.. so aku kena suruh naik atas Kerusi.. or kena ampas tangan ku kai bulu ayam or ruler kayu atu..
So.. during learning maths.. the teacher have to ajar aku dari awal... hahah *punya banggang*
and so was the Science...and Geography.. main angguk geleng ja kaja bah...
but sooner or later...during my 1at test of primary 6....
It changed my life u know..
coz..for the first time in my life.. I get to be in 2nd position in the class.... which I never been through before.. HAHAHAHHA
mcm... aku dapat no.2 yaww!!! and my results was good that time.
and it changed me berabis..
aku start learning and everything..
and I started to like Maths since then...
and ART still not my thing... I always suruh kawan ku si Syamsiah lukiskan untuk ku.. and I go chat chat with my friends.... si Hanipah, Kaidah, Jannah, Haniyah...
ans during primary 6.. I ain't no longer TOMBOY..
haha.. aku ada 'cinta monyet' dah~ hahahaha

went to high school di Sayyidina Husain...d Jerudong
and Sepatutnya aku go to Sayyidina Hasan..d Kilanas?
but since yg d jerudong atu lebih hampir d rumah ku.. why nott~
So yeah.. moved to Sayyidina Husain..
and...I am unbelivable NERD masa tu..
AHAHAHHAHA..
mann~~ I am laughing to myself... seriously~~
but but.. starting form 3.. I become like... WOWW~ SOCIAL LIFE naik yawww..
Selalu kaja lepak saja..and selalu lepak d JP tu yaw
inda buleh miss every Saturday....lepak d JP...
and I am not that nerdy geeky style..
I am more to ROCK BEBEH!! \m/

I even have more boyfriend back then.. like.. 3 or 4 person in that year.. HAHAHHA
it happened dari form 3 till form 4 lah..
Gauk ku kembali.... tapi gauk ku jadi samsenngg lah... hahaha....
then form 4.. changed me berabis jua..
after an incident I was being called "PERAMPAS tak BERMARUAH" attss ih hati I u knoww..
Yelah I know I deserved that.. coz being a Playgirl.. aku dun mind if he atu is gf urg.. I would like to say.. I will not give a damn dulu kala lah..
So I deserved it..
but thanks to that girl been calling me that..
It changed me..
from the samseng playgirl.. to the loyal...
being a long time with that person.. *sanggup ku bertahan* the fact is m not so really in love..but why not give a chance..?
but still untill form 5.. bemain sja kraja ku.. Hahhahaha XP
i never get serious into study..
tapi..when results out..and i get 6'0s atu..
it changed me..
and m thinking.. "kalau tah ku belajar banar banar.. inda bermain.. I would be get more better grades"

Went to MD...
and screwed my love life at the first year..
I become EMO yaw..

Gothic and EMO segala.. and even bepuisi..be lyrics cam setaie..
yelah.. apa inda jadi sebegitu.... a guy doesnt even appreaciate me when I am trying to loved him seadanya..serelanya with no condition...walaupun im not so really in love...
so yeah.. I become those Emo peps.. hahahahha
but again.. the 1st year is full of play...
but thanks to that guy doesnt aprreaciate me.. I found one guy who I truly Love with all my heart..
and the 2nd year of MD.. he has changed my life..
we were like on off on off.. but still being friends..

and I am still EMO..
but that time I am healing myself by Belajar.,..
not eating.. not playing. but emo emo ku.. belajar...
I back to my world where EMO NERD....
but thanks to that.. I score my June AS level... *clap clap clap*
and later on... aku main main main tia.. Hahaha
untill my November A level..
play all the way...
and somehow aku regret.. somehow I don't hahaha
but mcm I can achieve better..
tapi ani tah rezeki ku..
but still thanks that person... I learn.. I finished my A level.. just not for me..
It was for that person..
I learn just for that person..
I become like this just for that person...

Now I know this year Ive changed into something..
something is more... mature..
more.. I am OK with it..
more different..
sampai.. I met old friends yg dgn ku bjaur dulu..
even saying... "berubah drastic jua kau"
yeah yeah yeah...
what? now I am saying..we need to changed if dulu kala atu is a bad thing kan??
and plus.. I was looking at my friend and that person are still ROCK and EMO SAMSENG... rambut bekaler.. telinga betindik..
and I was like....
"U are older than me... U are no longer teenager.. u are 20-an but u act like immature person... u are not even Avril lavinge or Adam lamberg u know... mun sesuai..mana aja.. I dun mind.. but U are freaking-ly pure bruneian yg kedayan hantap... and u dun even look good in that blonde and green?? asi asi kau ahh"

Yeahh sudah nya ku recap zaman dulu kala.. not masa zaman batu ah..
but then..
I can say.. PEOPLE CHANGE!! and I DO~~

Hahahaha... and I amd grateful who I am right now...
and I think this suits me than before.. haha
apa nya urg tak sesuaii~~~yg dulu atu.. hahahahah

welcome.. ZAILA~~~
but still the ZaiLa yg craazzzeeyyhh!!!!! \m/
and CUTE n PERASAN!!

bah enough talking tentang saya...
ngaleh ku refresh my memories..
Heyy~ at least aku post something rightt???

and last but not least..
aku mau end the post with a beautiful....Love... errr... poem????
aku suka lah yg penting.. *copy paste je*

Some say love, it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love, it is a hunger,
An endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower
and you .. its only seed.

Its the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance.
Its the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance.

Its the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give,
and the soul afraid of dying
that never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long,
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong,

Just remember, in the winter
far beneath the bitter snows,
lies the seed that with the suns love
in the spring .. becomes the rose.

-what's more beautiful than love? ask ur heart.. and u know it...-

bosann

2009-03-18T09:02:00.002+08:00

Okiess.. ada urg tagg arh fb ku about that personal test..
tapinya malas ku buat arh notes..
so aku buat sini lahh..

Actually aku bored bah ni..
so I do for suka suka lahh...

here it goess
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver *cam banar*because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. *hahahahhahahhaa*

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. *hahahha panat*

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. *hahaha..apa kan niieee?*

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. *betul betul betul betul..who said education is not important? blaja ja buuii~*

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. *apa ih..stau!!*

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. *hahahah kan ketawa ku plgg~~~ addeeehhhh*

-tak tau? apa pendapat kamu???-

Selamat Menyambut Hari Kelahiran Kamu~~

2009-03-18T07:20:00.008+08:00

Today is 18 March...
Special post for the birthday people...

HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY TO NORAYUNI ATIKAH binti HJ MARZUKI!!!!!!!!!

Hahha..ayu~~~ aku ngaleh ku ruah ruah gmbr arh FB ah.. but still nada ur only one picture... so I decided to meruah ku punya pendrive.. and I found gmbr ani. and ingat kau gmbr c malai? I still laugh at IT!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHH

Anyhow.. My dearest AYU..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLINGGG~
Ur 18 dah ni~~ ahhaha.. Legal danngg.. dapat tah jalan jalan ni... wehheee~~

Hahha btw... siuk plg tani jalan on Monday atu.. but yg mbari panas ati.. "adik adik yg cute.. minta no. tpun" and "nya mama pilih bini2 yg btudung.. yg btudung baik2 bi..mana jahat" the guys at the back tyme mlyat wyg..that kick my seat... Hahah.. kan marah ku tu yaw.. p mental udahh..

Hahaha.. our first time STUDY GROUP at MALAI's house... Weheeee~~~ :)
banar banar tani belajar maths ahh... Weheee

Our first time hangout.. and we do KBOX
Btw.. NAZMI u OWE ME DANGDUTTTTT!!! since u LOSE!!! HAHAHHAHA

Yg birthday boy ani.. ea yg asi asi kan mau..
dia bilang.. "mau jua ku pemes sekajap"
so to girls out there..mun beminat~~renung ja gmbr nya ahh... jgn banar banar.. and guys.. mun ada yg berminat...

SO HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO
ANDYRIAN bin AWANG PEDIAN.. *haha full name ey*

bukan inda segak tu c andy ah.. pheewiittt~

Hahaha.. walaupun Manchester kalah lawan liverpool d Old Trafford.. tapi.. Manchester tetap pujaan hati c andy!!

Pssstt.. Nada urg percaya gmbr gmbr nya ani.. jelama ani umurnya baru 18 tahun...
Of course lah.. I think this picture taken masa umurnya 16 kali... HAHAHHAHAHA =D

and this is my first hang out wif u guys..... Hahaha...
Nyanyi bah Kbox atuuu... Weheeee~~~~~~~~~ =)

-HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAMU SEMUA!!! and yg 18 atu.. U're LEGAL DAH!!! apa apa dusa.. TANGGUNG SENDIRI!!! wawawawaw XP-

announcement for JRS

2009-03-17T15:30:00.002+08:00

DEAR MEMBER OF JRS and THOSE WHO ARE INVITED
THE DATE OF GATHERING MAKAN AMBUYAT
changed!! Due to some some reason ya knoww..
so.. the place still the same...at Emi's House...
but the date is on SATURDAY 21st March 2009

BERITA SEBENTAR..

2009-03-14T10:29:00.004+08:00

YESTERDAY NEWS PAPER.. *hope u guys read it*

Woman jailed for 'hiring out' daughters

By IlhamRizal

A 34-year-old local woman was sentenced to jail for eight years after she admitted to hiring her own daughters out for prostitution, living on immoral earnings and exposure of child to emotional injury.

According to court findings, there are no such cases recorded in neighbouring countries in recent times and it is the first in Brunei Darussalam.

"This is a very disturbing case of a mother who prostituted her two young daughters", said Judge Dato Paduka Steven Chong in the High Court yesterday.

The defendant, whose identity is not exposed for the sake of her own two victimised children, pleaded guilty to eight counts of prostituting her two girls, aged 12 and 15, eight counts of living on immoral earnings and two counts of exposure of a child to emotional injury.

The court stated out that "on eight separate occasions in April, May, June, November and December 2008, the defendant "hired out" her two daughters to two men for sexual services in return for payments of $30, $50 or $100 each time.

One of the men had sexual intercourse with the 12-year-old girl four times and with the 15-year-old girl twice, while the other man had sexual intercourse with the 12-year-old girl twice.

The 15-year-old girl did not want to have sex but did so because she was afraid of the defendant while her younger sibling "felt forced to have sex" because her family needed money.

"In the statement of facts the prosecution states that the defendant's situation was desperate and she was in great need of money," stated the judge.

"That may be indeed so. But I think no one can disagree that no situation can be so desperate that a mother should willingly take part in the sexual exploitation of her own daughters for money. It is a heinous crime and deserves severe punishment", added the judge.

The court heard that the defendant arranged on the phone on separate occasions with the two men and offered them her daughters for sexual services in return for money.

Each of the men would then pick one of their daughters up at an arranged meeting place and bring them elsewhere to secluded spots like the forest in the vicinity of Padang Tembak Jerudong and a secluded spot in Tungku Beach.

These men would pay them the money after finishing and send them to the girls' desired destinations.

The atrocity was discovered when at one time, one of the men had finished having sex with one of the girls and headed for the car.

They were intercepted by the police and the man was arrested by the police for suspicious activities leading to the discovery of the offences. -courtesy of borneo bulletin

EGG JUA BANAR IH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was like... what kind of mother is she???
If indeed desprate of money.... Dapat kali ah..di usaha kan..becucuk tanam kah... jual kah semua perabot dalam umah atu... have a garage sale kah.....
ani tekarih menyuruh anak mbagi jiwa raga nya.. just for not more than $100
Daripada kedia hiring her own daughter..its better the mother seduced and kawin sama urg kaya... kann?? She will got the money.. MORE than $100 perhaps alah alah gaji part time kamu kali...and inda kena penjara~ confirm tu buii...
Eeeeee..geram hati I ihh~~~~
At least....pikir lah for her daughter... esp. yg baru 12 years atu.. baru buat i.c nya urg ahh~~ think of it lah...
she will grow up with emotional injury.. deep cut berabisly tu yaw~
Yg the man atu pun mau tah jua minta kena fulfill kan desire nya... adeehh~~
cua tah ke limbang kah...mun mau kena fulfill..
mun banyak usin..ke thailand buii arh Pat Pong... hahaha.. bnyk tu.. ;)

macam macam hal dunia...
aku pulang emusi.... hmmpphhh!!!

YESTERDAY KHUTBAH JUMAAT *yg lelaki..wajib tu di dangar..jgn ada yg tdur or be MSN*

Don't Go For Bling For Your Wedding
By Azlan Othman

Bandar Seri Begawan - Imams yesterday advised young couples, about to tie the knot to avoid a heavy load of debts. Religious leaders insisted that couples must not run into debt just for the sake of celebrating their marriage.

"Couples intending to get married should not apply for loans or borrow cash from family members. Bridegrooms should not wear gold jewellery, and refrain from indulging in entertainment," Imams said in a Friday sermon yesterday

Marriages is a ‘Sunnah’ of Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) and has many benefits such as to expand one’s generation, to protect one’s moral and for the mankind to live happily with tender and love. Islam makes it compulsory for every couple to solemnise their marriage and it is encouraged to conduct such solemnisation at a mosque as blessings are abundant in this holy place.

Islam also encouraged such solemnisation to be announced and it is 'Surma' or recommended to hold wedding reception to glorify the event. Wedding required by Syara'(Islamic belief) is simple and not burdening. Hence, the ideal wedding is the one with lesser cash involved, not lavish, and should not be beyond the limits and must avoid wastage.

Wastage is against Syara'. To be in debt to organise a wedding is not encouraged by the religion as the risk of getting into the trend of debt is very big, be in the present world or in the hereafter, especially if such debt also involves taking interest. But without a doubt nowadays, there are couples who have to apply loans from banks and borrow cash from family members to get married due to insufficient funds.

Getting into debt at the beginning of their lives together would undoubtedly burden such a couple's life in the future. Such weddings should be carried out moderately and according to one's capability. One does not have to organise all the lengthy wedding traditions.

The only stage to celebrate is the Solemnisation. In Brunei, it is traditional for couples to organise sitting-instage or ffiersanding' ceremony to be the 'king and queen' for a day.

‘Bersanding’ is just a tradition and not a ‘Syariat’, if still carried-out, such a ceremony should not be against the ‘Syara'. The couple should wear a decent outfit that does not expose flesh and the bridegroom should not be wearing gold necklaces and bangles.

Imams added, it is obligatory for the invitees to attend the reception as stated in the ffiladith'. However, the obligation to accept such invitation depends on certain criteria. The invitee should not be physically incapable and that there is no other prior invitation.

Besides, there should not be any wrongdoing at such wedding such as dancing, serving alcoholic drinks and forbidden entertainment. If these are carried out, one can reject such obligatory invitation.

Organising a wedding is a kind of happiness and thanksgiving to be ideally celebrated with the family members and relatives. But as a Muslim, we should not be above the limits and tainted with activities that are against the religion such as holding entertainment and singing.

Itis appropriate to replace this with Salawat' to praise and thank Allah by hitting tabana' drum which is permissible in Syara'. -- Courtesy of Borneo Bulletin

Kami dangar khutbah ni kat radio kemarin..
Me and my sister.. dari all the way from Hua Ho Tanjong Bunut to Pertama di Jerudong..
So we keep listening this all the way ahhh...
sampai abis khutbah bah..

mari kita mengexplain..
Jgn kawin main hutang... Al-kisah.. jgn minjam usin arh relatives and meloan bank..supaya kawin tani meriah.. =) Orang dah bilang jangan... Jangan... Pakai lah duit sendiri yg seadanya.....kawin ala kadar je.. jgn tah meriah...
Hahaha I recall the incident mama ku becerita... "mun kan kawin murah.. nikah di masjid"
Ya betul~ hahahaha aku setuju...
tapi rasanya mau ada kenangan yg ummphh..
Kawin di Masjid SOAS or Masjid Jame Asr' Hassanal Bolkiah... Inda ja? Satu,ianya Murah.. Dua,lawa tempatnya buuiii~~~kannn??
and plus... Actually.. kalau kan sah kawin ani.. Nikah gnya bah...
inda payah adat urg bunai ani kan bejarum jarum, betunang, bebadak,beambil-ambilan, besanding...
So.. Nikah ja d masjid.... Save Usinn~~ Inda membazir ihh~...
mun mau sanding jua.. sanding d kampong. *inda bnyk kana jamput* or sanding d hotel.. abis ceta... d umah nda payah berusah.. =)
as what the kutbah said "Wastage is against syara'" Jgn lah kamu mebazir...

Having Entertainment semasa wedding... :)
Okiesss....jgn tah nyanyi nyanyi...
mun rasanya suara nda lawa.. *nada dih*
kita hired je Kumpulan Hadrah ah... tu nah.. MD Hadrah KB2 ahh... ko bulih tu~~

and plus..
rasa nya mun nama diri kena jemput atu..
Wajib kita hadir ke jemputan kahwin ah..... dah wajib.. buat lah~~
banggakan lah kena jemput atu...at least dorg ingat kitani..
*aku apa jua..mama ku yg kena jemput...unless stated dan Keluarga.. baru tah ku ikut... atu pun liiaaat lahhh~~ hehehe =)*

So in conclusion...Mau main senang... inda payah bnyk berusah...

Nikah d Masjid =)
Sanding mun termampu...
Baju pengantin - jgn tah mengguna kan kain songket~ kain 4 meter 18 hinggit ja bali.. *inda jua urg tau bahh*

budget...less than $3500...
sudahh dapat gaji full dua bulan.. buleh tah kawin tu ih~~ hehehehehehe XP

sudah atu..si zaila ah..
panjang story nya..
heheheheheh :)

-news news news-

Careless whisper... = Bisikan Cuai???

2009-03-14T09:36:00.002+08:00

Okiesss I changed to a new song...
enough of the Flop Poppy-Masih...
New song.. Careless Whisper by Seether... =) (Y)
anywaysss.. actually the real singer is George Michael... Lagu ani si Seether nyanyikan with his own version.. (Y) ROCK DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and I like it! (Y)
bah... anyways.. thumbs UP lah yg penting....

I Feel So Unsure
As I take your hand
And lead you to the dance floor
As the music dies Something in your eyes
Calls to mind a silver screen
And all its sad goodbyes

[Chorus]

I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool
I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste a chance that I've been given
So I'm never gonna dance again The way I danced with you
ohhh..

Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind
Ignorance is kind
There's no comfort in the truth Pain is all you'll find

[Chorus]

I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste a chance that I've been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you
ohhh..

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we want to say

We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But now who's gonna dance with me
Please stay

[Chorus]

I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste a chance that I've been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you
ohhh..

Waahh~ I am totally fall in love in the lyrics jua...
Ive been wanting to know apa title lagu ani wah...
since ku d temburung..time time belajar driving atu...
Aku batah batah in the car just want to know title of the song..
ada kah DJ di Kristal FM menyabut namanya laju laju.. hahah..
sampai ku dilemma ulih nya nyanta... =)
tapi syukur alhamdulilah.. mangkali lagu ani telah memberi ku ilham segala.. hahaha :)

So this lyrics covers my story for the past two weeks or.. months?
Yeahh.. this is what Ive been Emo-ier about.. hahaha... jadinyaa~~~
inda lah~~
cemani...
a month ago.. or two months ago....all its sad goodbyes
soo.. yeah.. that's the moment of heart-aching...
and then...I was like pretending Im Ok..and always saying.. "its alright..nada apa.. nada dihh" Though it's easy to pretend, I know you're not a fool
Hahahhaa... kan kan kan..
So.. few weeks ago.... I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste a chance that I've been given....Im not saying that I am CHEATING.. NOOOO~~~ I just.... Yg di tangan di lepaskan..yg dikejar tak kesampaian... *sapa punya quote ni ah?* Wahhahahahahahhahah =D
and so this happened beberapa hari yg lalu...which my previous post that its better-not-knowing-the truth..There's no comfort in the truth, Pain is all you'll find...sakit jiwa sajaaa~ hahaha EMO!
and if Im thinking back to the begining.....ku recap.. saat saat terjadinya.....
and kadang kala.. ku kembali ke phase 1.....it just HAPPENED!!!!!
We could have been so good together
kannn???
hhmmm..

Lyrics covers the whole story..
unfortunately..I am not the one who create this lyrics..
I wish I am.. but I've lost the talent of doing that.... *kan amoi? kan ayie?*
sighhhhhhhhhh

-siggghh... its saturday again..... I miss Saturday-

GULING GULING... dudadipdududdap~

2009-03-13T15:33:00.002+08:00

What is love?
Why it is Funny? Why it is Ridiculous?
Wanna Know why?
Love is funny when it happened without a warning..
and being ridiculous coz we don't know what happen next....
so basicly.. I would say..
Love is Universal... *inda ku tau pa kan di describe*

jiwang bekarat bunyinya aku ah.... baik jua henglish.. mun melayu....nda tah ku tauuuu.... Hahahhaha xp

TOOIINKK!!!
NEXT TOPIC~~~~~!!!!!!

DEAR.....
MEMBER OF JRS and and maybe the EX-5Efisien of 2006
WHO ARE INTERESTED TO JOIN US..
MAKAN LUNCH.....AMBUYAT
AT EMI's HOUSE di MULAUT
on SUNDAY 22/03/2009
please do text me...
TEXT ME! TEXT ME!!!!! that kamu kan join.. so aku send the address~ OK?

bah sudah tah.....malas ku bekata kata..
memikir kan sal gathering ani..
I remember plg that one person..
nyakitkan hati je... *kan aming!!* MWAHAHAHHA

bah stop stop..

tunnnggguuu!!!!!

aku kan memohon ampun maaf.. if blog ku ani..so NO UPDATE~~
apa nya urg.. ilham takde....
apa jua gnya kaja ku.. guling2..
nanti tah if ku ada ilham.. I will.. no worries...

-Missing H.i.M... wandering...apa ea buat ah masa ani? hmmmm~-

EMO kann?

2009-03-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

My story today is....
Jalan wif Fishy Nipan Dannie Hadie and Ice... plus ada Adib.... :)
Main netball d JKR..for practice :)

Okiess... now this is it..
The main point of posting...
Today.. I mean tonight... siggghh.. I am into Emo...
awu bah.. Emo wa....u know..things that into deep deep thing.. fall into darkness bla bla bla...
actually.. I..entahlah.. confusion in mind...

Have u ever felt that u wanna stalk someone?...and u did it...
and when u did stalk.. u try to know more about that someone?
and sometimes it does make u happy..... right?
but what if u stalk that person...and you know something that involves about u..
and which...then u feel regreted stalking that person...

happened to me.. just few hours ago...

now I feel..
Its Better-Not-Knowing-The-Truth but did not support a lie....
entah...
knowing the truth is the hardest part right..
apa tah lagi.....something that at the moment aching ur heart..
and u feel... "nyasal ku ih buat cemani"
and somehow aku rasa.. I hurt myself doing this....
and... i feel..
I am like a stick-note-girl.... when i need it..I used it..and when I don't,I threw it...
ppfffttt.....

and plus...
this week I feel in guilt.. in serba salah...
but I think I made the right choice...........
but...I think I am concern about other people feelings...or not???
siiggghh..
celaru celaru...

-more emo-er when i listen to my blog song.... It reminds me of someone....sssiiggghh-

CUTE n PERASAN

White Chicks all sudden?

What to say?

When things doesn't work well.

Done. Plan. Random.

BDSSW ANNUAL CULTURAL GATHERING CELEBRATION

Somehow, Someone, Something.

sad.tears.changes.

Bored. Type. List.

BACK TO DECEMBER - Taylor Swift

CARDIFF 2010/2011

SUMMER?? ANGAAATTTT HANNTTAAAPPP!!!

17 Hours to my Exam!!

ASSIGNMENTS.

BDSSW NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION

New year 2010

a little update from UK

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Another weekly update, selamat berpuasa...

Salam

TEMBURUNG BBQ

Is this I call.... WEEKLY MENU?

Weekly update.

news from me..

Update lahh~

MONEYY!!!

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Riuh hari Jumaat pagi..

Salam everyone!!

update? jaditah~

titah si Zaila

SWINE FLU

JULY's GATHERING

bosan

I HAVE EXACTLY 9 DAYS OF CUTI!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHA Xp

little update.. pas ni malas ku~

RANDOM~ HAHAH Xp

INVITATION INVITATION!!!!!

I WANNA CRY!!!!

Siggghh.. another peribahasa to used?

JANJI MELAYU TAH BANAR IH~

1...2...3...4....perkara? ye ke?

Once-upon a time.. after 2 months... Jogging...?

update sebentar. Ok kan?

MISS THEM!!

SWINE? HOG? PIG? HAHAH XP

Brief update? Gaahhh!!

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Oleh Imelda Farrah Zohre HA dan James Kon

BERAS LAILA

By Edwin Eng

BBQ-ing at HADIE's on Sunday 19th April 2009

few updates.. heheh

NAMES NAMES NAMES

FAZLEY- BILA APRIL.... =)

BOWLING!!!

MISS EMMA!!! Hahahhaa

THE NIGHT OF NETBALL-ing

bored.. so yeah~

Today today today

ANNOUNCEMENT

Sunshine oh sunshine...

update sebentar... hahaha

AMBUYAT-ING OUTCOME *haha bida bunyinya*

its me.. who I am..

bosann

Selamat Menyambut Hari Kelahiran Kamu~~

announcement for JRS

BERITA SEBENTAR..

Careless whisper... = Bisikan Cuai???

GULING GULING... dudadipdududdap~

EMO kann?

AMBUYAT-ING OUTCOME haha bida bunyinya